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Well I started up a couple of jars. Each of them has their own label pertaining to how the money be spent. I really am trying to not go out to malls or stores like Marshalls, Ross, an TJ MAXX which are my favorite and where I always end up buying something. It’s kind of hard for me to go in a store and not buy anything. I think it’s pointless and I always end up feeling guilty for some reason; guilty for walking out of the store w.o merchandise. Window shopping is the worst. How can you enjoy yourself if you can’t buy what you want?! It’s gonna take a long time for me to be able to do this. I suppose most of the stuff you think you want you really don’t need. I certainly am running out of room for all the books in my bedroom!

There’s countless languages out there. A few I would like to learn fluently include Spanish, Italian, French, German, Japanese. There are alot of others but I may want to just learn a few words and sayings in other languages. I suppose enough to get me by. This is probably going to take a few years but I’m up for the challenge.

Right now my fall semester is coming to a close and even though I already have my associates degree from the community college I currently still attend(another story… actually it’s a result of my procrastinating as well as to why I’m still here at the same school and also a mixture of uncertainty and fear as to what I’ll major in @ a 4 year university and also a matter of remaining on my mom’s insurance as a full timer) I’m still going to have to withdraw from two more courses. All four of the courses I registered for this semester are online and one course I’ve done absolutely nothing with. It was a self whatever you wanna call it type of course and I haven’t read the book and I haven’t done any of the tests! What’s wrong with me??!! I certainly cant blame anyone but myself. All my teachers gave me a syllabus which had everything outlined and yet days, weeks, and months go by and I’ve barely lifted a finger! And now the semester is coming to a close. Finals are the week of my birthday, Dec. 16 and now I’m starting to freak out. How could I have let 3 months pass by without so much as reading anything. I haven’t done much of anything in the other three courses. One I consider the easiest course, I’ve sort of skipped around. Sometimes I’ll post my homework and participate in our discussion board but I don’t think I’ll even pull off a B in that class. :( I’m so mad at myself and I just wish I could go back to the beginning of September. I swore to myself that I would take these courses and not pressure myself but do well too and I just ended up doing what I’ve been doing for years! I really didn’t want two more withdrawals on my already long list…oh boy…it’s so embarrasing. I wonder if when I send in my transcripts to the 4 yr. university I want to transfer to, if they’ll even accept me. I really need help. I just sit around doing nothing. Even now I’m procrastinating. Seriously I hope it’s not much longer before I wake up and start doing what needs to be done.