I know writing is good for my soul.And there was a time I really injoyed it. so why now at this point in my life, when if at any point it was so critically i write, I dont !. Shame on me I say. Not guilt, but shame. But not unredemable… There is another choice. Just start where I left off. Stop cutting yourself so mu slack and get with the programme. Pain can only be felt by the self. The programme is it know they self through expression. Knowlegde is power.
nnayram's Life List
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1. organise my life ?
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2. Write every day
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3. be happy and content living an abundant life of bliss connected to family and friends
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4. laugh every day
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5. appreciate what I have
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6. live in harmony in the world within my own comfortable inviting warm home.
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7. live in trust and love with another soul
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8. I want to reconstruct or reinvent the self with integrity
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9. learn to love my ageing self
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10. develop better study skills
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11. have a summer romance
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12. finish my undergrad degree with honours
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13. listen to more music
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14. have faith in barrack obama
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15. live my life on my terms.
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16. want to read more often
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17. have a lover
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18. have a place where i can spend time on my own
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19. save money
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20. Want to write the stories I want.
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21. light a fire using only sticks
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22. I want to heal and learn to love again.
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23. learn to say no
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24. one BabyStep at a time, PEACE is mine in 2009!
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25. start 2009 with a BANG! by doing at least one new and fulfilling thing in January, February, and March!
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26. own our own house
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27. christmas
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28. see the northern lights 2011
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29. stop procrastinating
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30. mother to the best of my ability
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31. watch the sun set with someone I love
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32. well what?
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33. learn yoga
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34. Become a better essayist
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35. stop the fatalism
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How I did it: I get bored with food, theres only so many things one can do with ......so. I checked out some books. The ones with pictures really help, to get the taste buds going and find some inspiration. And I visited the asian markets and alt. stores for ingred. cooking got more exciting. I might do vegan for a while. Have never done vegan, just cooked it for guests. May do a cleansing while Im at it. Read how I did it…
alas no romance was to be had. However that did not stop some passion spilling over, dry old familar nothingness. But the Autumn is here and the scent is in the air. Nothing wrong with a little help from the “love thy self” brigade…..... keep it all locked up here. It ok to lead a celibarate life, but what when the time comes for human intimacy…..what will be the answer…..?
nobody actually gives a rats arse, about you and your life? What if the family and friends dont want to be connected to your life/home. It really very hard to remain adult about it.
