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Parker




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Stomp grapes (read all 2 entries…)
This goal actualy sounds like 12 months ago

a science fiction to me lol. Whereer would I possibly stomp grapes??? But I’ll keep it as it is nice to wish to do something even if it looks impossible in the near (and not so near) future.

Nov 09, 2008, 04:17PM PST | 2 cheers | 2 comments


Start my own business (read all 5 entries…)
It is getting a little beter 12 months ago

But it is still far from what I want, so I’ll just keep it on my list.

Nov 09, 2008, 04:14PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments


Quit Smoking (read all 17 entries…)
I suck at this 12 months ago

Since my last failure I tried a few more times…nothing. I can’t go pass day 4. So I guess I should start with something like “Survive 5 days without a cigarette” and if I manage then I’ll just go for another 5, or 3 or whatever does not sound scary. But I still have more than half a pack and knowing myself I’ll smoke it. And then the not buying part comes…. I’m an addict. I know I am. How do I change that???? Of course I know – my skin, my teeth, my health… and then this little voice in my head (and it is in fact not so little) starts: I love to smoke, I jist love, love, love it. Call me crazy, but I even love it more with my nails done. And I can’t just abandon my nails, because I love to wear rings, and if I don’t wear rings I feel like I’ve forgotten my hands home. It is so very much complicated. But I’ll give it another try.

Nov 09, 2008, 04:11PM PST | 2 cheers | 3 comments


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smile more lose 80 pounds taking on TO wants to stop worrying and stop stressing. move out of this house create a list of 100 must-read books and read them. learn Spring framework along with Hibernate and Struts get more tattoos get a masters degree buy a home take my job seriously start using the library become wealthy thegobetween wants to learn arabic read the Bible daily Laugh. A lot. Genuinely. Get more exercise learn how to dance reggaeton Make a movie never get married become a better partner manage pcos work because I like to, not because I have to have clear skin speak fluent french find the love of my life get more friends go on a mission
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