Parker




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Stomp grapes (read all 2 entries…)
This goal actualy sounds like 12 months ago

a science fiction to me lol. Whereer would I possibly stomp grapes??? But I’ll keep it as it is nice to wish to do something even if it looks impossible in the near (and not so near) future.



Start my own business (read all 5 entries…)
It is getting a little beter 12 months ago

But it is still far from what I want, so I’ll just keep it on my list.



Quit Smoking (read all 17 entries…)
I suck at this 12 months ago

Since my last failure I tried a few more times…nothing. I can’t go pass day 4. So I guess I should start with something like “Survive 5 days without a cigarette” and if I manage then I’ll just go for another 5, or 3 or whatever does not sound scary. But I still have more than half a pack and knowing myself I’ll smoke it. And then the not buying part comes…. I’m an addict. I know I am. How do I change that???? Of course I know – my skin, my teeth, my health… and then this little voice in my head (and it is in fact not so little) starts: I love to smoke, I jist love, love, love it. Call me crazy, but I even love it more with my nails done. And I can’t just abandon my nails, because I love to wear rings, and if I don’t wear rings I feel like I’ve forgotten my hands home. It is so very much complicated. But I’ll give it another try.



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