a science fiction to me lol. Whereer would I possibly stomp grapes??? But I’ll keep it as it is nice to wish to do something even if it looks impossible in the near (and not so near) future.
Parker's Life List
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1. Get up at 7am every morning for a month
2 entries . 7 cheers1 person -
2. Start the day off by telling my self that it is going to be a good day!EVERY MORNING!
2 entries . 3 cheers2 people -
3. list 43 things about my grandma, so that I'll never forget
3 entries . 11 cheers6 people -
4. quit smoking
17 entries . 16 cheers8,162 people -
5. keep my house clean
5 entries . 7 cheers1,251 people -
6. Start paying attention again to the little things that make life beautiful
16 entries . 20 cheers4 people -
7. start my own business
5 entries . 10 cheers8,276 people -
8. get a tattoo
2 entries . 2 cheers19,569 people -
9. learn to stand up for myself
1 entry . 12 cheers60 people -
10. get a Brazilian wax
1 entry . 3 cheers349 people -
11. See all of almodovar's movies
2 entries . 4 cheers20 people -
12. Stop thinking what I could or would say and actually say it
2 entries . 6 cheers2 people -
13. hug a koala
1 entry . 4 cheers46 people -
14. record my dreams
4 entries . 2 cheers324 people -
15. take better care of my skin
3 cheers491 people -
16. Make a list of 43 movies for my dear friend George to watch and enjoy
1 entry . 2 cheers1 person -
17. buy a copy of Dreamer~ 's book "Somewhere In The Middle Of Love"
1 entry . 5 cheers8 people -
18. Get !ALL! of the laundry washed and put away
4 cheers1 person -
19. Stomp grapes
2 entries . 11 cheers18 people
But it is still far from what I want, so I’ll just keep it on my list.
Since my last failure I tried a few more times…nothing. I can’t go pass day 4. So I guess I should start with something like “Survive 5 days without a cigarette” and if I manage then I’ll just go for another 5, or 3 or whatever does not sound scary. But I still have more than half a pack and knowing myself I’ll smoke it. And then the not buying part comes…. I’m an addict. I know I am. How do I change that???? Of course I know – my skin, my teeth, my health… and then this little voice in my head (and it is in fact not so little) starts: I love to smoke, I jist love, love, love it. Call me crazy, but I even love it more with my nails done. And I can’t just abandon my nails, because I love to wear rings, and if I don’t wear rings I feel like I’ve forgotten my hands home. It is so very much complicated. But I’ll give it another try.
