lately my picking has been reduced by alot. but last night I broke down and had to drain a large blemish on my jaw line. I just couldn’t help it. but the next few days I am going to have to be really good and control myself better because I have graduation and many parties to attend. I hope that my final impression on my fellow classmates will be good and un-”blemished”
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6. never drink soda again
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8. own a car
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9. fall in love
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10. kiss in the rain
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11. kiss under water
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12. keep my room clean
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13. floss every day
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14. adopt a child
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16. go skinny dipping
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17. talk to him
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18. don't sweat the small stuff
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20. graduate college
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22. live instead of exist
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25. send a message in a bottle
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26. be able to get out of bed when my alarm clock goes off
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27. hear more live music
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28. enjoy the free time i have before "growing up"
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29. volunteer at a soup kitchen
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30. become fluent in spanish
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31. be a better photographer
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32. stop picking at my face
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Recent entries
baby steps
2 months ago
i'm workin on it
2 months ago
So it has only been one day, but already I feel happier and my face looks fresher. I’m a fan of kicking things cold turkey, so hopefully this works out. I really hate the moment right after I pick. It is almost like I do(did) it in a trans-like state. Various websites have been a big help. I have a job interview on tuesday and I graduate on thursday so I am really hoping that not picking will make my face look good for pictures. I’m going to reward myself after 1 week of not picking with some new makeup. Does anybody have any suggestions for something that won’t make me break out but also covers well?
