noamthepoem




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  1. 1. be more confident
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  2. 2. Improve my self-esteem
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  3. 3. be less emotional
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  4. 4. be more logical
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  5. 5. deal with my anger
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  6. 6. be more independent
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  7. 7. Figure out what I want
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  8. 8. stop being sad
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  9. 9. stop picking my skin
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  10. 10. organize my life
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  11. 11. learn krav maga
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  12. 12. like myself
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  13. 13. Swim more
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  14. 14. go on a road trip with my friends
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  15. 15. see Taylor Swift in concert
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  16. 16. stand out
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  17. 17. craft more
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  18. 18. work more
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  19. 19. have better posture
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  20. 20. learn to dance
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  21. 21. learn to sing
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  22. 22. Read more
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  23. 23. Write more
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  24. 24. travel to europe
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  25. 25. wear a bikini with confidence
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  26. 26. be happy alone
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  27. 27. get in shape
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  28. 28. exercise more
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  29. 29. get a nose job
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wear a bikini with confidence
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So I bought a really great one at H&M the other day. Supportive, cute, nice color, etc. And I am at a pretty decent weight right now, and working out to make my body even better.
The one thing I am eternally self-conscious about is the weird hyperpigmentation/dark spots on my tummy from dermatillomania picking and faded scarring from that. I have been putting vitamin e oil, moisturizing it, and even using lemon juice occasionally. But I think I just have to get over it and let people judge me for it, and stop caring.



Improve my self-esteem (read all 2 entries…)
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I’ve started going to the gym several times a week, eating more fruits and vegetables, wearing makeup more often. Sure, those are superficial things that change me on the outside, but the fact that I am doing them to impress ME rather than to impress anybody else is why this is making me start to feel better about myself. It’s a healthy way of feeling like I’m in control of who I am on the outside, and I can be in control of who I am on the inside. No, I am not there yet. I still don’t like my face much and I have bad moments. But I’m getting there, slowly.



Read more (read all 3 entries…)
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I re-read The Slippery Slope by Lemony Snicket last week… I’ve been doing a lot of re-reading lately rather than regular reading



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