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Well this goal really isn’t that important- I’m going to need and buy new clothes through my whole life- no rush to spend money here!

I have set everything up to go to full time school starting in August- it was hard to get together- but i am super ready to get started!

Well i went in and started my tat a month ago- i go in for my second session on Friday- super stoked!

Car paid off

Major credit cards are paid off

regular payments on small credit cards

paying off student loan that will freeze while I am in full time school

Go me!!!

I have been working more with Chewy since Misha has come into the situation and I am proud of that!

i just don’t like the idea of having mass amounts of hormone floatin around my body.

Pole dancing! and I love it. I am thinking kick boxing when I done with these classes :)

So today I bought advantage and I am going to apply this instead of revolution. I want to see if it works better for little chewy :D

So this past weekend was spent feeling sorry for myself and feeling bad because my family never comes to see me, never calls to talk and just generally acts like they don’t want me included. I sound like a cry baby qq. So today is Monday and I have decided instead of sitting here wanting others to want me around, I am going to help others and make them feel loved. This means my husband and My animals. I will be concentrating on healing my dog chewy and training him so that he listens to commands when my husband and I get a new puppy as his companion. And I will be working with my husband to do this :)

Okay so the steps I need to take for this are:
1.get dog benedryl
2. put chewy and rascal on advantage
3. flea fog the apartment
4. buy a new bag for vaccumm so we can get rid of the current one with fleas in it.

Now that it is hotter than ever and I have class I am drinking a lot more water, gotta wait to see how this goes when Winter comes around though… :)

So Sunday was my 23rd birthday and I just thought what the hell, do it! So last night I put streaks of blonde in my hair and then I colored my whole head of hair Vampire Red with manic panic. It is so pretty and fun! Compliments from everyone and my husband can’t stop staring. I’m So glad I did this!!!

So I am marking this as done, because I am currently enrolled in a pole dancing class and I love it!

So I bleached some chunks in my hair and I’ve decided to leave it for a while- the red I am looking for is out of stock! boo

I went to my first class today and it was so much fun! Not awkward like I thought it would be :) I did learn that I need to bring a lot of water with me :) My next next class is on Tuesday. That is when I get to see who i will be taking the class with- because I am a little curious LoL

Hooray for me! I did it!!!

Vampire red is the color and I am planning on doing my hair tonight. yey!

I feel my old self and my blossoming new self Fighting each other on this and it is one weird feeling. As of right now I am getting there little by little. I’m trying to shed the old feeling and get a grasp on healthier out looks that are more productive and positive. So far, I’m doing well :)

When I was in high school I vowed that I would know how to drive a Stick shift and an automatic. I Didn’t want to depend on anyone for a ride home from parties and I definitely didn’t want to let someone intoxicated drive just because I couldn’t drive their stick shift safely home! It’s worth it and I love my scion xA stick shift :P

Married life is wonderful! I love just knowing that the person I care for the most is my partner and teammate for life. It gives a feeling of security, respect and unconditional love. I absolutely adore my husband!

1. dance
2. walking during my lunch break
3. playing hockey
4. learning how to walk on my hands
5. sprinting
6. somersaults
7. DDR
8. Just being silly
9. going to the gym
10.Rollerblading