noomee

I decided that “having a clean house” was a great goal, but a little too general for me to see improvements. Sooo, I’m doing daily little things just so that I can feel some success. In doing this sort of goal quest before, I noticed that every day, if I didn’t get a feeling of accomplishment right off the bat, I tended to get immune to failing at my goal. That’s sort of where I am now. Things need to improve, but I just can’t find the will power to fix them. I feel as if the job is too big, and I’m overwhelmed. Hopefully, hopefully, I will be able to do this.

It’s what I want to do with my life. It’s the thing I’m good at, somehow. So I will nourish it.

And I do believe it’s time to get serious. I’ve always been on the slim side, but I’m getting a tummy and my rear is almost deserving of its own zip code. I’m committing myself to at least 3 days a week of core-building exercise. Yoga, something like that. I’m also going to, in general, make healthier choices eating-wise. No more fast food, no fried food. I think if I do that, I’ll see a difference. We will see.