noshow89

ever since the sun has been out for the past week it really makes me think about california. i really miss the fact that i cant just drive a half an hour and be in santa cruz,, dont get me wrong. i really love where im living now… and its a place id like to settle into. i just really feel to secluded from alot of the things i love. point is i miss the sun and i want more of it. flip flops beers margaritas is all i need. i decided to start saving money. for every three months i want to vacate out to some where that will make me happier than living my average life.!!!

ever since the sun has been out for the past week it really makes me think about california. i really miss the fact that i cant just drive a half an hour and be in santa cruz,, dont get me wrong. i really love where im living now… and its a place id like to settle into. i just really feel to secluded from alot of the things i love. point is i miss the sun and i want more of it. flip flops beers margaritas is all i need. i decided to start saving money. for every three months i want to vacate out to some where that will make me happier than living my average life.!!!

I moved back here to seattle, now to think for some stupid aspects of my life. i felt that i had so many people here that i was closer with than anyone else in my life… now that im here i realize i really have none. i consider myself only really have two friends left since i left and it hard to see them with all our busy lives. i moved to seattle, and now will start working down town very shortly. im really excited to meet new people and make some new friends, because right now i really feel like i have no one. its weird how people can change so much in such a short amount of time. i feel like my life has done a 180 for the better, but now no one wants me involved in there lives. i text or call and never get any responses. its really depressing and i feel like im starting to drink my problems away. i need some relief