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I always dream possible sorts of things. Sometimes out of the ordinary, but everything tha could technically happen in this world. and i always dream a scene of something that will happen exactly 10 days from then.

I dreamed 12 days back that a young boy with a red and purple polka dotted rubber ball and a New York Yankees baseball cap would bounce his ball and it would hit me on the head and he would run into the street to pick it up. Ordinary right? in the dream i saw the street sign and i saw every little detail and in 10 days it all happened EXACTLY as i had seen it.

These kinds of things always happen, and they are consistant. Not saying I’m psychic, but i do have a weird power. I have “predicted” death, strange accidents, car crashes, and bank robberies all using this weird dream thing. Non of them were able to be guessed. My grandma had no symptoms or conditions or even feelings or thoughts of death before i dreamedit, and non of the other things have been told to me or hinted or guessed. I dreamed it all.

It sometimes scares me, and i never tell anyone for fear that my telling will actually cuase it to happen, but its there.

Being random isn’t about having ADD (so anyways, about that green puppy omg pudding!) or about saying a lot of seemingly random things in one entry, but rather finding the perfect time to scream something that everyone knows but nobody remembers until you say it. Like Pincushin or oregano. saying it louldy can help, and in the middle of someone’s sentense is better. but only when they know you well enough not to hate you. Don’t plan too far ahead, or else you totally defeat the purpose of being random. and people can tell. and then you just look stupid.

Yes, that is all.
I love cottage cheese.

sing in the shower
kiss in the rain
have a holy bible (that DOESN’T contain god’s name)
break all tradition
follow no rules
free yourself from your own mind
go after what you want
try your hardest
without thinking of the cost
of a loss
because all closed doors really contian maps to the next open door, so don’t dwell on the past, dont long for something lost, don’t go into something halfheartedly, only do things you love,

because there will be a day where all you will have is the ability to remember, and what would you chose to remember? A life that was just one routine, a mindless circle of apathy and regret? or a life full of adventure and fun, of acceptance and happiness, a life worth living?

Learn from the past, live in the present, and plan for the future. Nothing else matters but right this second- so who are you gonna be in this world?