now

... being aware of the fact that all people belong together and depend on each other and that love is the only energy that makes the world better and ourselves happier.

... I’ve done lots of new mistakes and it was lots of fun!
And some pain,too, but it was worth it!

Found a silver coin in the street some days ago: 1 Mark. Now it lies here on my desk beside the keyboard of my pc and awakens memories about times when we payed with “good old Mark” instead of Euros. People say, the times had been better with Mark – I can’t see any “better” – nothing is “unhappier” today. But one thing seems to be a fact: I could buy more things for my money some years ago!

May be it’s a way of “meditating together” no matter what distance there may be? May be, this would be a bit different?

“feel my impulses and follow them” means more or less: “do what I want” – and I’m quite good in noticing it and doing this. It seems to be little and makes me rich.

One of my own “business” is running for almost three years now, the second for about a half year. Sometimes it’s hard work, sometimes a bit of stress, but: I love my work! And I’m sure I’m good. So it’s ok earning enough money with it.

It’s not easy to take photographs while cycling.

Now-The-Sheep took her bicycle and visited her friends on Sunday afternoon. They succeeded to shoot one photo before the the battery of the camera was empty.

Now that the spring is exploding in my garden he (my garden is male) seems to tell me he doesn’t need my work. He’s bringing all the snowdrops, the yellow Winterlinge, die Zaubernuss, the crocus all over the garden quite alone. I love the smell of all the bloomings. It seems to be a declaration of love from my garden to me.

May be it wasn’t really five times a week. But I went swimming very often – so I’ll take it as “done!”.

I do! I do!

... it will be living for the next month and years…

so far…
to be able to really speak this language I have to travel to East Africa. (But who knows whether this ever will happen…)

Found this today:

Thought I would have seen something red – and really: Under earth and old leaves from the last year I found this toadstool. Yesterday I found the 1 cent coin, ein Glückspfennig. Both are symbols for luck, so …

to make it to my job…

I still don’t know how to use the rubrics “Why I admire…” and “I want to meet…” – and I don’t know how I could get some of these stupid smackers. I only have to pay for messages and never get some… And there are so many more categories… I don’t know how to use them and how to change from “people” to “things” and so on.
... But may be I don’t want to learn this. Things must be so uncomplicated that stupid “Now” is able to use them otherwise she (me) doesn’t need them…

... to notice, how many hours I spent gardening this week. What an undisciplined person I am! I can’t do things for reason but only for fun. I think it have been many more than five hours. I took away all the moss and wild blackberry plants among the flowers, and I planted into the flower beds all the baby primulas and baby violas wich grew between the stones of the bouldering.

Some days ago I hiked through the forests and fields in my home area. About 8 km away from home and near to the next village I got the urgent wish to drink some coffee or latte macchiato in a café in that village. But I had no money with me. All my pockets: empty. But a moment later the wind drove a grey piece of paper over the winter barley field: It was a 5 Euro note – enough money for 2 latte macchiato.

Ok, money isn’t “something nice” – but in special situations it is!

Again crane spent their night on a meadow near my house. I heard them. This morning I saw them starting and fly over my house, trying to build up their typical flight formation. What an exciting shouting from the sky! They were more than 100 birds.
In the afternoon I saw two cranes standing on a meadow. They’ll stay here in this area and breed here.
Spingtime will come for shure … soon….

I heard them this night: They spent their night – as every year – on a meadow not far from my houses. I heard their 100 voices all night – but I missed this morning to see startig them and continue their flight into the North and East.

But more cranes will come….