nutsy

It’s one of my Dad’s best mates! I’m 26, there’s roughly a twenty year age gap, his wife’s lovely and they’ve got two girls, but just seeing him turns me to jelly, I’ve not experienced anything like it since I was a teenager! Sometimes I think he’s interested and then I convince myself he’s just being friendly…even if he was interested, he’d probably convince himself that I wouldn’t be…I want to know how these things usually work, is the burden on me as the single one to make the move or what?? I can’t sleep or eat it’s messing me up!