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  1. 1. learn how to wear makeup
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  2. 2. Learn how to draw and paint
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  3. 3. Start wearing my contacts more
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  4. 4. Stop complaining so much
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  5. 5. Publish poems
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  6. 6. Get my wisdom teeth pulled
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  7. 7. Visit grandma
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  8. 8. Stop rubbing my nose skin
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  9. 9. Be able to communicate in many languages
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  10. 10. Take a photography class
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  11. 11. Stop being so obsessed about the "idea" of him
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  12. 12. Teach myself German and Italian
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  13. 13. learn all the official languages of the United Nations
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  14. 14. Be happy
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  15. 15. Work for UN
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  16. 16. Stop being naive
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  17. 17. Forget about him
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  18. 18. Talk to the guy I have a crush on
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    1 person
  19. 19. Make friends from all around the world
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    1 person
  20. 20. Get my liscense
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  21. 21. Make a dessert-theme trip to Europe
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  22. 22. Become more graceful
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  23. 23. Find out what I love
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  24. 24. Be a little more organized and neat
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  25. 25. Meet my pen pals someday?
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  26. 26. Travel to many countries
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  27. 27. Kiss someone
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  28. 28. Sleep 9 hours everyday
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  29. 29. Be happy & optimisitc
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  30. 30. Study abroad
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  31. 31. Get a boyfriend
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  32. 32. Be knowledgeable in a wide range of subjects
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  33. 33. Stop being so easily embarrassed
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  34. 34. Continue to smile spontaneously
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  35. 35. Stop being so obsessed about my own feelings
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  36. 36. Travel to Japan
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  37. 37. Speak French fluently
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  38. 38. Get fit
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  39. 39. Stop doing things at the last minute
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  40. 40. Find my own style
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  41. 41. Comb my hair everyday
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  42. 42. Live in Paris
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learn all the official languages of the United Nations
I love learning languages 4 weeks ago

So I am not that crazy right? ;) at least there are 14 other people who also want to do this. I am a native Chinese speaker (traditional characters!) and I also speak English (moved to the U.S. at 11). This is my fifth year taking French and I just started Arabic this semester. I am going to study abroad in both France and an Arabic-speaking country. I took 2 years of Spanish in high school and I am studying that by myself right now. I am also studying Japanese by myself. I can read a lot of Spanish and Japanese but I can’t really produce sentences. As for Russian… I did memorize all the Russian alphabet when I was 14 but now I forget them all. Perhaps I should start on Russian soon :)



Talk to the guy I have a crush on ><
Untitled 7 months ago

I don’t even know how I began to like him. Ever since I came here I see him all the time in the computer lab. At first he’s just like everyone else who goes there all the time. I had talked to him several times before but I didn’t even know his name. Then, late this semester, I suddenly started to think about him a lot. It is still a mystery to me how that happened. I think it was the music that he was playing, or whatever. Maybe I fell for the “atmosphere.” And he is quieter, which makes me think that we may have a lot of common points. Yesterday, I went to the computer lab to study, and then all of a sudden he came in. I looked at him for several seconds and was going to talk to him. He also looked at me. However, I eventually shifted my glance and lowered my head back to my book. I was going to ask him about how the psychology test went, but I guess I was too shy. If I didn’t like him, I would have asked him. There are only two days left of school and I think it is a little bit too late. If he’s living here again next year, maybe I’ll try to talk to him more.

I just can’t stop thinking about him. I hope this is just a crush and that I will forget him soon. I think with my lack of confidence no guy would like me, at this point. It would save me a lot of trouble and sadness if I could just stop thinking about him.



Make friends from all around the world
Untitled 8 months ago

I think one way I can do this is to talk to the international students at my dorm and try to be friends with them, or maybe meet some people online, but I don’t do webcam that sort of thing so it might be a problem. But I think people can still be friends without knowing what each other looks like. I have one internet pal and one pen pal, and another person that I talk to through messenger, and they are all good friends from different countries. I think it’s a very enriching experience and I really want to meet more people.



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