I'm doing 40 things
I constantly struggle with the image of perfection…I know it’s not obtainable and yet I still beat myself up for not being there. I know I’m not alone on this one and I don’t understand why we do this to ourselves? No one else cares if I have a pimple today or if I gained 5 lbs…I guess it’s good to strive for perfection, but when your reaching for an unobtainable goal should we really be mad when we don’t get there?
oOLuvLaLaOo's Life List
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1. enjoy my career
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2. be the most beautiful and amazing and successful person in the world....and not hate myself when i realize that Im not...
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3. save some money
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4. have more TRUE freinds
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5. stop procrastinating
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6. Be passionate about something, anything!
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7. be confident
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8. make money
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9. dream bigger
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10. fly
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11. have fun
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12. feel comfortable with my body
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13. get my drivers licence
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14. Travel the world
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15. do something different
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16. do something important
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17. learn photography
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18. Get a tattoo
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19. lose some f*cking weight
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20. move to Park Slope, Cobble Hill, or another Brooklyn neighborhood where picturesque brownstones abound
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21. ballroom dance
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22. ride a giant tortose
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23. write more
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24. clean my bedroom
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25. be an oscar meyer weiner!
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26. bury treasure
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27. make a treasure map
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28. have an amazing costume for Halloween
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29. make more friends
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30. either get rid of or just accept my cellulite
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31. Win the lottery and never have to work again
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32. i want to be successful
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33. be better at my job
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34. feel beautiful
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35. get a nose job
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36. succeed
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37. get organized
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38. get a workout buddy
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39. be more active
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40. travel more
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How I did it
It made me
happy and nervous 
How I did it: I went over to a newly built sports center and they had a public indoor rink...i rented skates and violla - skated on ice in the summer :) holding on to my BF the entire time Read how I did it…
It made me
Soooo HAPPY!!!
How I did it: The reason I didnt get one sooner was because we live in my BF's grandmothers house and she hates cats, but she eventually gave in. I got my 1st kitty Sofia from a pet store. We walked in just lookng and saw her all alone at 5 weeks old we just could not leave her there. She need a freind though and about 2 months later i got Ernie. I addopted him from Kitty Kind an org that brings cats to the PetCo at Union … Read how I did it…
Recent entries
SO it’s been a life long struggle for me to appease the sleep gods and I have finally been able to make them happy….I have had insomnia since High School and really didn’t see an end in sight. Well apparently all I had to do was stop taking Birth Control pills….go EFFING figure. I didn’t do this on purpose mind you, I didn’t get my prescription filled in time and had to go on a work trip so i figured, well, I can give my hormones a break for a month, then the next month came and I was like…hmm maybe another month wouldnt hurt. I’m in a long term relationship and am not worried about getting knocked up…anyhoo i usually take ambien to sleep on work nights and on weekends i fly solo (and am usually up until 6 am) well low and behold Friday night I fell asleep BY 12AM!! amazing so I said lets see if I can pull this off again…well I did and have been for the past month with NO PROBLEM…I am ecstatic – its wonderful, but I can’t help but think of all of the hours I wasted needlessly awake or drugging myself to fall asleep, well no more of that for me – hopefully this success continues and I can finally put this problem to bed (pun intended :P).
