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i was thinking since my last entry in this goal,and by chance i read those quotes”if you think you can or you cannot,you are right”and the second one “if you act as winner you will get a winner attitude ,and if you act like a loser you will be one” i kept thinking of them all the time the first tell me if i did not believe in myself no one will!and the second tell me that i am the one who can choose what i am gonna be.
and i really want to be a winner, and i really think i am something.
waiting for the magical moment when i figure out what i want won’t come without hard work(i mean very hard work here)it needs lot of searching and looking for answers.and i wanna do it .
now i have a very small goal it is figuring out what i want and i am going after it ,i will chase it every minute in my life till i know what i want and when that happen i know i am gonna enjoy my life till the end.

i am 25 right now,and when i look back i find myself do things that i have to do it,but i never been passionate for anything of them,i graduated from pharmacy collage in a developing country and it is a big deal where i live but i liked it when i was studying it but the work is so different from what i learned,i am really so bored of my job as a pharmacist,and definitely i do not want to do this for the rest of life ,i do not passionate for one thing in particular,i am so empty inside,i know i like to be creative but i cannot create anything,i know i adore art but i cannot draw anything,i am such a big loser,sorry for being so disappointed but i am really so exhausted from thinking of what i wanna do for the rest of life and almost become to be so desperate ,i do not know where to start?or what i have to think about to reach my passion ?why it is to difficult for me?i feel i am gonna to collapse any second cause i am really so exhausted

hi every body i think i would love to help people that want to know more about Islam and here is some links with multi-languages,i hope you can enjoy it like i do.
http://www.islam-guide.com