i was thinking since my last entry in this goal,and by chance i read those quotes”if you think you can or you cannot,you are right”and the second one “if you act as winner you will get a winner attitude ,and if you act like a loser you will be one” i kept thinking of them all the time the first tell me if i did not believe in myself no one will!and the second tell me that i am the one who can choose what i am gonna be.
and i really want to be a winner, and i really think i am something.
waiting for the magical moment when i figure out what i want won’t come without hard work(i mean very hard work here)it needs lot of searching and looking for answers.and i wanna do it .
now i have a very small goal it is figuring out what i want and i am going after it ,i will chase it every minute in my life till i know what i want and when that happen i know i am gonna enjoy my life till the end.
i am 25 right now,and when i look back i find myself do things that i have to do it,but i never been passionate for anything of them,i graduated from pharmacy collage in a developing country and it is a big deal where i live but i liked it when i was studying it but the work is so different from what i learned,i am really so bored of my job as a pharmacist,and definitely i do not want to do this for the rest of life ,i do not passionate for one thing in particular,i am so empty inside,i know i like to be creative but i cannot create anything,i know i adore art but i cannot draw anything,i am such a big loser,sorry for being so disappointed but i am really so exhausted from thinking of what i wanna do for the rest of life and almost become to be so desperate ,i do not know where to start?or what i have to think about to reach my passion ?why it is to difficult for me?i feel i am gonna to collapse any second cause i am really so exhausted
hi every body i think i would love to help people that want to know more about Islam and here is some links with multi-languages,i hope you can enjoy it like i do.
http://www.islam-guide.com
i really want to do this,i think it will give me a very good experience it will make me meet new people with new cultures,see a lot of lovely places,i think i have to begin here in my country first there is so many places i never go to and tourists all over the world come to my country to see it, i will try hard to do this i will really think if i am doing this i will be extra happy,by the way i am from Egypt.
my problem with making new friends not being shy or being enclosed my self in a shell,in contrary i am very social person i can take with anybody and i am very bold girl,but when it came to friendship i just begin to build ahigh partition between me and the other pat,cause i did not trust people easily,i really do not they have to prove they are good enough for me to be friends and i have to be sure they won’t hurt me to begin to consider them as friends,this long procedure whicj noone has time to follow it up with me let me with no friends except those one i already have
so my friends are very rare i have 4 or 5 friends,and i really want to have alot of friends to hang out with them and have fun,
i really do not know what to do to begin to trust peolpe more easily than i do right now,and if any one havs any idea just send me a reply.
