Lornel

I’m tired of watching TV all the time. I grew up without much TV and when I got to High School I got lazy and stopped reading. I would like to gain more knowledge and not be ignorant with my opinions.

I can’t seem to let things go! I let little things irritate me and what I perceive to be criticism from husband build up into a fight! I don’t know if this is due to the hormones in my birth control or if I am truely crazy. I miss the days of pure bliss and occasional “bickery” in the first few months of our relationship then after I got on the pill we would have fights. It takes so much energy and our whole day is wasted! He is trying so hard to deal with the new me but I am tired of saying things I don’t mean just to hurt him. I love him with all of my heart and want for us to fight less. So confused for my sanity and I don’t want it to affect my daughter’s life.

There is always an excuse as to why this wasn’t done or that wasn’t done…I have an excuse for almost everything! It is very unbecoming and I guess I just can’t own up to my mistakes.