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1. Learn Spanish
15,575 people
2. be a magician
29 people
3. make a positive difference in the world
39 people
4. be passionate about something
62 people
5. overcome anxiety
643 people
6. Stop fearing death
57 people
7. overcome chronic fatigue syndrome
4 people
8. control my asthma
1 cheer 10 people
9. raise awareness about chronic active epstein barr virus
1 person
10. go back to cancun and have a better time
1 person
11. believe in soul mates
3 people
12. get my brother drug free
1 person
13. feel alive
163 people
14. truly relax
3 people
15. raise awareness about Adiposis Dolorosa aka Dercums Disease
1 entry 1 person
16. sell avon
57 people
17. Break up with him
36 people
18. Get my Tragus pierced
116 people
19. appreciate myself
47 people
20. find meaning
91 people
21. Donate blood
2,599 people
22. love myself more
1 cheer 622 people
23. dance in the rain more often
35 people
24. lose weight
36,633 people
25. become a runner
287 people
26. Read more books
11,038 people
27. have my hip bones show
19 people
28. stop smoking
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29. join the marines
92 people
30. smoke salvia
36 people
31. control my temper
623 people
32. let him go
1 entry 98 people
33. get my driver's license
5,046 people
34. fall out of love
239 people
35. learn from my mistakes
365 people
36. forget the past
317 people
37. Learn to be happy with my every flaw.
2 people
38. find out my blood type
509 people
39. Help people to appreciate the greatness of lame jokes
2 people

How I did it

How to stop having panic attacks

It took me

2 weeks

It made me

happy

How I did it: I ordered an online book "Panic Away". Actually my mother ordered it and i read it. i warned her not to order it because i thought it was a scam...but it's life changing. i don't feel held back from life anymore. i still have anxiety but i haven't had a panic attack since i've read it. Read how I did it…

Sep 24, 2008, 06:47PM PDT | 0 comments | 1 cheer

Recent entries

raise awareness about Adiposis Dolorosa aka Dercums Disease

Adiposis Dolorosa 16 months ago

Dercums disease is a rare disease where your body rapidly constantly creates painful tumors at the end of nerves. Eventually there are so many tumors that your organs shut down. No one with Dercums disease has lived past 52. This disease is a death sentence. The only management for this disease is pain killing pills. My goal is to raise awareness and hopefully find a cure.

Aug 10, 2008, 09:57AM PDT | 1 comment

let him go

mind games 16 months ago

his emotional abuse…making me doubt myself, crushing my self esteem, my self worth. making me feel like i need him to live. needing his approval. him making me doubt myself. his own problems becoming mine. i know he’s no good but sad thing is i can’t get away

Aug 10, 2008, 02:06AM PDT | 0 comments

stop having panic attacks

"the best years of my life" 16 months ago

i’m 18 years old and can’t enjoy “the best years of my life” i can’t go to the movies with my friends i can’t leave my own town. i’m terrified of any change in my life. i’m the biggest hypochondriac. i always think somethings wrong with me. granted i do have many medical issues…stomach ulcers, fatal food allergies, horrible asthma, and an auto immune disease i suspect this is what causes my anxiety and panic attacks about dying. i’m terrified to take any pills beside xanax including vitamins or i hyperventilate and convince myself i’m allergic to them. I get anxiety attacks just thinking about them. when i get an attack i have compulsive thoughts that make me think i’m crazy, i can’t breathe think i’m going to suffocate to death, my vision gets blurry, i feel like i can’t grasp onto reality and that i’m slipping out of control mentally and physically. i take benedryl compulsively. i just want a normal life :(

Aug 10, 2008, 02:01AM PDT | 1 cheer | 6 comments

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