oneindigostarr

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  1. 1. Go back to Los Angeles
    7 people
  2. 2. Play WoW
    22 people
  3. 3. Stop hitting the Snooze button
    411 people
  4. 4. Run a half-marathon
    250 people
  5. 5. Judge less
    75 people
  6. 6. Watch the Sopranos
    255 people
  7. 7. Get over it
    363 people
  8. 8. Buy a new TV
    33 people
  9. 9. Go back to university
    65 people
  10. 10. Sing karaoke
    578 people
  11. 11. Learn how to salsa dance
    111 people
  12. 12. Benchpress 200lbs
    1 entry
    3 people
  13. 13. Take a vacation to Mexico
    2 people
  14. 14. Go base jumping
    102 people
  15. 15. Go to Africa
    1,579 people
  16. 16. Win the lottery
    3,797 people
  17. 17. Live somewhere warm
    1 cheer
    50 people
  18. 18. Tell him I miss him
    1 entry
    3 people
  19. 19. Leave my favorite books in coffee shops
    1 person
  20. 20. Go to the dentist
    1,024 people
  21. 21. Learn to make pastry
    4 people
  22. 22. Touch the Great Wall
    1 cheer
    4 people
  23. 23. Tell him how I really feel
    54 people
  24. 24. Visit my grandmother
    1 cheer
    44 people
  25. 25. Buy a car
    2,836 people
  26. 26. Read all of Christopher Moore's books
    1 cheer
    2 people
  27. 27. Read Ayn Rand
    1 entry
    3 people
  28. 28. Paint more
    1,119 people
  29. 29. Be more emotionally available
    4 people
  30. 30. Travel alone
    373 people
  31. 31. Live without roommates
    4 people
  32. 32. Send Christmas cards
    43 people
  33. 33. Save money
    1 cheer
    14,833 people
  34. 34. Get my body hair lasered off
    1 person
  35. 35. Buy an expensive handbag
    7 people
  36. 36. Learn to speak Russian
    349 people
  37. 37. Finish Dr. Zhivago
    1 person
  38. 38. Watch classic movies
    34 people
  39. 39. Read more graphic novels
    12 people
  40. 40. See Egypt
    16 people
  41. 41. Touch a lion
    3 people
  42. 42. Jump out of a plane
    293 people
  43. 43. Go whitewater kayaking in South America
    1 person

How I did it
How to wear a size 6
It took me
6 months
It made me
Confident


Recent entries
read Ayn Rand
Untitled 11 months ago

I have always respected the people I know who believe strongly in Ayn Rand’s philosophies, but I have never made the time to become properly acquainted. What I know is all second-hand from people who speak of Ayn’s work, but I know I need to experience it myself.

I will be purchasing my first of her books, Anthem, in January.



bench-press 200lbs
Benchpress 11 months ago

I have only been seriously weight training for about 7 months, but I have already improved from an 80lb benchpress to 155lbs.

I am hoping that by summer I will be able to life 200lbs, though my progress has certainly been slower now that I am lifting regularly.



tell him i miss him
Finally 11 months ago

A year and a bit ago, I went to visit a friend. We developed a romantic connection, but I lived so far away that it was all on the phone. Eventually, he met someone at work and started to date her. She got jealous of our friendship, which we had tried to maintain because we have been so close. She forbid him from talking to me.

I assumed that a relationship with someone who would make demands like this couldn’t last long, and so I told him I was disappointed but would respect his decision, much as it crushed me.

More than a year later, I still have not contacted him. I have no idea what is going on in his life anymore. I miss him as a friend, and wish we hadn’t lost what we had, even without the romance.

I want to help him that I am still missing him, and let him know that I am still his friend, even if he still can’t be mine.




 

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