I'm doing 26 things
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4 months ago
I want to move out. I want to travel too. Gotta budget. Need some tools and resources. I’ll travel and from there move into my first place :)
oomellyoo's Life List
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1. eat healthier
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2. Be Charming
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3. focus
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4. Record a demo
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5. Travel & Move Out!!!!
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6. reach my goal weight
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7. Become a Self-Defense Instructor
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8. be more self disciplined
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9. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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10. make more time for myself.
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11. be free of my mother
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12. Teach Singing Lessons
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13. Open up a Dessert Restaurant
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14. build a telescope
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15. Go Whitewater Rafting
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16. Go Hangliding
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17. try out motocross
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18. minimize my material possessions
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19. learn how to make jewelry
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20. complete a triathlon
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21. Improve my photography
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22. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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23. Pierce my belly button
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24. change the world
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25. be a model
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26. Make the most of my 20's
1 entry608 people
How I did it
It made me
happy 
How I did it: I was depressed for 5 months...reading, writing, expressing as much as possible, neglecting my family and friends, seeing a psychologist. I was going crazy and i thought there was something wrong with me. But if i didn't go through all of that...I wouldn't have been able to accomplish this goal. Read how I did it…
It made me
relieved
How I did it: Honestly, I didn't expect to burst out like that. Speaking the truth is no guarantee that you're going to be with that person, but i'm so happy I said it. If things don't work out between us, it was closure in itself that my truth was let out instead of suppressing it all the time. He knows how i feel now. No Secrets. Everyone should do this. Read how I did it…
It made me
coolio 
How I did it: Well, It is an e-commerce business. Please, if you'd like to support it, start shopping online through my website. I am affiliated with over 800 major retailers including Target, Macys, Urban outfitters, best buy, etc. It's a green company, and I'm working with different non-profits to fundraise! www.shoptoearth.net/mcaffiliates Thanks! Read how I did it…
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Recent entries
He may be with someone now....
5 months ago
I’ve liked this one guy for almost 2 years. The first time I saw him..I had a crush on him. I found out he had a girlfriend and i backed away. We made a connection back in November…and in December started to hang out. I was so afraid…I couldn’t believe he was showing me all this attention. I couldn’t be myself because I had played him up so much that I wanted to be “PERFECT” for him. I couldn’t just be “ME”. And for the past 6 months I have been searching and searching for this “ME”. And although it’s been a transformative period…and I credit it for it…I feel I may have lost him. :(
But, I need to tell him how I feel. I need to tell him that the girl he was with was not me. I need to tell him that I have liked him all along and he never needed to do anything to impress me. He’s helped me find my voice by the pure act of living. And now, I want to live and speak my truth…but I want him too. And I’m so sad over this because I wanted to tell him..and I was going to tell him the next time i saw him. But now I feel he is with someone. I believe their relationship just begun. I’m no homewrecker, and even if I get no where by telling him….I think it will bring peace to me by just letting him know how I feel. Maybe It will help me let him go too…
I recently realized how much religion played a role in my life, playing the father of my moral beliefs. Although, I never considered myself very religious; everyday I lived to be a good person, I lived to please everyone convincing myself, that I too was living by my own moral compass. But, that was all a lie. I’m trying to free my mind of guilt, fear, and doubt. My body, my actions, and my mind are not fully in sync. When I do what I feel, my mind brings me down. It stops me from enjoying the things I should enjoy and the feelings and actions that are the most natural to every human life.
I’m not really sure how to get past this.
