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I have visited France every year since I was really young, and been to Paris many times, I truly believe my heart belongs in France.

I am miiiiles more confident than I was…there was no real trying on my part, just a gradual thing of me coming out of my shell. I find it easier to talk to people…just be around people and not so awkward. yay!

I got a car for my birthday! My dad bought it for me, I have to pay the insurance. yay!

I got one for xmas! And I attacked my neighbours with it and it was mighty fun, though when you fall over it is difficult to get up, haha!

...and it looks rather purrdy too, so I’m happy with it :D. I went with a deep orangey colour. It looks kinda rstic. I looove it!

Just when you think everything is going quickly downhill, something so small can make you laugh and make you feel so much better!

I’ve always been good at everything, so failure was such a terrifying thing for me…having failed an exam…I found that my biggest fear and worry actually wasn’t all that big a thing to worry about. Yay!

It started tipping it down tonight so me and my brother went outside to play and dance in the rain. Haha! We kicked puddles at each other and ran down the road trying to cath the rain. The most fun you can have is in those silly little things you do! And it’s just as though nothing matters anymore. :)

And now I feel great! took a month, you really have to work yourself. Excercise and a good diet is the way to go!

I started a couple of months ago, I changed my diet and I just started out in a regime. I do boxing, Karate, running, aerobics, tennis – the whole caboodle and I feel fantastic. And I’ve lost 3 inches from my waist. Wicked. :D

I adore songwriting, there is nothing more rewarding. All I can say is; keep at it. Whether you’ve got a few loose bits here or there or you’re starting from scratch, don’t attack it. Leave it in a drawer for a couple of months, and when you take it out, you’ll KNOW what is good and what is not, you can always edit!
Also, always carry a notebook and pen, and if you have one, a tape-recorder. This’ll help keep your ideas all together and even the smallest idea, or even just one word can blossom into something great! :)