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This question have been in my mind since I finished my degree, when I foung my first job. I always had the doubt if what I was doing was the thing I was going to do the rest of my life. I saw my friends, classmates going to study abroad, getting better at their careers and asked myself why I wasn’t making any progress in my life. But I thought about doing a master degree abroad, and that idea didn’t seem appealing. I didn’t enjoy my job that much either and didn’t have any idea of what else i could do. Study another career? Making and selling crafts? teaching languages? I was searching for passion about something.
After going through a lot of situations, I realized that I like a lot of things and I will never choose only one to do the rest of my life, so working too much or studying a degree does not suit me at all. Now that I know that, I feel better at my current job, relieved and happy with myself.

I went to the doctor because I felt that everyday I was struggling with my daily activities, I felt really sleepy, althogh I slept a lot (I am geting to work really late everyday, just because I keep sleeping) I felt I needed to do something for myself and went to see a doctor (at last!)

I told the physician about my sleepiness, about my sadness and that I didn’t feel like doing anything. He asked a few things and said that my body was fine, and what I had was a lack of serotonin (aka depression) and gave me some pills for that. Anyway, he told me to do blood and urine examinations. They came out fine, the doctor was right.

I feel better now, I am feeling that I am caring for myself.

I need some motivation at work I guess.