paisleypaige

it is better to live my destiny imperfectly than to live falsely



I'm doing 31 things
 

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  1. 1. be a qualified counseller
    12 entries . 28 cheers
    1 person
  2. 2. be healthy
    17 entries . 10 cheers
    1,932 people
  3. 3. I want to STAND in LOVE
    3 entries . 19 cheers
    1 person
  4. 4. fix up my garden
    8 entries . 10 cheers
    3 people
  5. 5. quit complaining
    5 entries . 9 cheers
    46 people
  6. 6. find work I'm passionate about
    1 entry . 14 cheers
    943 people
  7. 7. live rather than exist
    12 cheers
    44 people
  8. 8. live in the Caribbean
    1 entry . 7 cheers
    28 people
  9. 9. go to church every Sunday
    7 cheers
    183 people
  10. 10. learn sign language
    1 entry . 6 cheers
    7,415 people
  11. 11. read a book in one day
    2 entries . 11 cheers
    4 people
  12. 12. become a member of the X-Men
    2 entries . 5 cheers
    1 person
  13. 13. run the london marathon
    1 entry . 7 cheers
    287 people
  14. 14. learn how to play chess
    1 entry . 5 cheers
    341 people
  15. 15. kiss in the rain
    3 cheers
    14,396 people
  16. 16. learn how to meditate
    2 entries . 8 cheers
    233 people
  17. 17. Learn to play the piano
    7 cheers
    7,129 people
  18. 18. Read the entire Bible
    1 entry . 5 cheers
    2,378 people
  19. 19. sleep under the stars
    10 cheers
    3,462 people
  20. 20. organise my photos
    4 entries . 2 cheers
    77 people
  21. 21. look in the mirror and be happy with what I see
    6 entries . 12 cheers
    41 people
  22. 22. have good posture
    2 entries . 4 cheers
    109 people
  23. 23. become a foster parent
    9 cheers
    166 people
  24. 24. Inspire a young child
    2 entries . 13 cheers
    3 people
  25. 25. read all the books I have before buying even one more
    5 entries . 8 cheers
    343 people
  26. 26. Move to an area I like and a home I love
    2 entries . 3 cheers
    1 person
  27. 27. Work At Being Happy.
    4 entries
    1 person
  28. 28. Write more
    4 entries . 1 cheer
    3,410 people
  29. 29. share my poetry
    3 entries . 3 cheers
    64 people
  30. 30. walk - everyday, no excuses, for atleast an hour
    5 entries . 7 cheers
    1 person
  31. 31. do a Masters Degree
    3 entries . 7 cheers
    75 people

How I did it
How to be free from my family
It took me
3 years
It made me
peaceful


How to practice yoga daily
It took me
2 years
It made me
happy and calm


How to turn lights off on Earth Day Sat. March 28, 2009
It took me
1 day
It made me
peaceful,happy


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Recent entries
walk - everyday, no excuses, for atleast an hour (read all 5 entries…)
Talked 2 1 day ago

of my friends into joining me, they can’t do every day so we meet up in various parks once or twice a week. This is week two and it has been a lot of fun and they have helped to take the monotony out of this goal.



Look in the mirror and be happy with what I see. (read all 6 entries…)
Arms 1 day ago

Today I decided to not sweat to death in the swelting heat with a shrug. Today I decided to try and go outside, meet up with my friend in a short sleeved top and not get paranoid about my arms.

Never had this paranoia before I got ill. Pills, operations and depression changed my body to the point that I did not recognise the person reflecting back at me; working on my health has improved my body but the mind is still stuck in ‘huge’ girl mode and thus, my arms have not felt the sun for six years – how stupid!

It took a lot of umming and ah-ing but eventually i got out the door. Oh yes, the unkind twin appeared, telling me I was nuts, that i did not look right and it was not the thing to do, cover up and cover up now! I told my twin to piss off, after a lot of arguing back and forth and a big moment when I actually stopped and contemplated taking the shrug out my bag (alas, I did carry it with me – the comfort blanket action)and putting it on; but i kept going and after a while I actually stop thinking about my arms. I had a great day,felt fine and the shrug never saw the light of day.



Work At Being Happy. (read all 4 entries…)
Simple Things, smiling 3 days ago

Brought some flowers to brighten the living room.

Cleaned the front of the house, including the doors and loved the fact that everything looked shiny, clean and new in the bright sunlight.

Sitting infront of the tennis. Totally enjoying the fact that I refuse to give in to the voice in my head telling me to get up and do something, as this sitting is being really lazy.

Ah….happiness all round.



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