i was gonna go, but it was a sunday and my cousin’s funeral was on monday. on tuesday i was thinking of how i was gonna bribe my parents to let me go. thats when one of my aunts called and told us the news. i REALLY wanted to go, and i didn’t want to see my cousing dead. but i still feel REALLY GUILTY for wanting to have gone.
panicinmyheart's Life List
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1. Read the Bible
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2. meet Panic! At The Disco
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3. get over it
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4. Fall in love
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5. raise money for invisible children
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6. make peach & lime daiquiri and champagne the only alcohol i ever drink
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7. tell others what I really feel...when I feel it
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8. have 27 children
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9. lose weight
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10. spend more time with my lil sis and bros
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11. Write more
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12. get some tattoos
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13. Meet Linkin Park
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14. learn italian
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15. buy a digital camera
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16. learn to swim
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17. volunteer for a charity
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18. stalk an ice cream truck
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19. always carry a sharpie with me and make it a point to scrawl out inspiring and well-intentioned graffiti on the walls of public bathroom stalls
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20. tell the pizza guy i love him
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21. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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22. Find out how many licks it takes to get to the center of a tootsie pop.
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23. walk away from the fridge
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24. dye my hair blue
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25. go to Warped Tour
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26. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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guilty.
17 months ago
ironic
17 months ago
funny, i thought the key was to feel better and confident for a week. instead all it took were terrible incidents around me. this is the seventh day.
omgcantwaittillnextyear
17 months ago
i found out about invisible children a long time ago but i didnt know you could get your whole school involved until last year, when it was too late to start fundraising. i got SO pissed off at myself that this year im gonna start the thing on my own. im so excited!!! i’ll get to help so many people AND annoy the heck out of my principal and teachers and other students, this time with a good excuse! this year i actually want summer to end, I CANT FUCKING WAIT!
