panicinmyheart

dissapointed in jon and ryan



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go to Warped Tour
guilty. 17 months ago

i was gonna go, but it was a sunday and my cousin’s funeral was on monday. on tuesday i was thinking of how i was gonna bribe my parents to let me go. thats when one of my aunts called and told us the news. i REALLY wanted to go, and i didn’t want to see my cousing dead. but i still feel REALLY GUILTY for wanting to have gone.



go a week without thinking of suicide
ironic 17 months ago

funny, i thought the key was to feel better and confident for a week. instead all it took were terrible incidents around me. this is the seventh day.



raise money for invisible children
omgcantwaittillnextyear 17 months ago

i found out about invisible children a long time ago but i didnt know you could get your whole school involved until last year, when it was too late to start fundraising. i got SO pissed off at myself that this year im gonna start the thing on my own. im so excited!!! i’ll get to help so many people AND annoy the heck out of my principal and teachers and other students, this time with a good excuse! this year i actually want summer to end, I CANT FUCKING WAIT!



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