In the past couple of days I’ve sent out numerous resumes. I’m sure my idea of financially independent is different than others. I have been relying on my soon-to-be-ex spouse for financial support for a long time. I feel under his thumb and it kills me. I’ve realized though that the career choices he’s made have been driven by my urging, and that instead of counseling HIS career, I need to work on my own. It would be nice not to ask anyone else for cash… and to be able to buy my own house and stuff someday.
Apr 10, 2007, 03:35PM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments
I thought this was something I wanted. I started a love affair awhile back. It was exciting, and I willingly submitted to him. I would do anything for this man. It developed into a true love though. Funny how that happens when you are willing to completely submit to another human being. I give him my complete heart and trust.
Apr 10, 2007, 03:31PM PDT | 0 comments
I finally decided on something I want to have on my body for the rest of my life. I’m going to get a tattoo of a bumblebee. When I was a little girl my dad used to call me Kimbumblebee, so it’s in his honor. There will be a little K in there as well. I”m drawing the artwork myself, now I just need to find a slammin’ tattoo artist!
Jan 11, 2007, 11:13AM PST | 0 comments
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