I’d ideally like to do this before my 21st birthday.
It’s not like I haven’t had the opportunity, but I’m always too scared. I hate being the loser virgin out of my friends and how they act like I’m so much more innocent and less wise than them just cause they’ve had something break their damn hymens.
Of course, now that I’m no longer scared and am dying to just get it on, there are no more opportunities.
I hope I haven’t ruined my chances.
