basically. i get alot of crushes, but i keep them at a very big distance, to a point where some of them dont even know my name, i just cant talk to boys that i like unless they talk to me, i just freeze up, or i act really really angry.
my last date (which i dont even consider a real date) was almost 2 years ago, and it was my first, i was 17. which was alot later than the rest of my friends,
i usually brush off any guys that are interested because i just dont feel anything instantly,
but i have quite a few guy friends.
i am desperate for any advice.
