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that I finally got tired of it and when I met the sexiest sweetest man I have ever met in my life, I dumped my husband for him.

This sweet precious man that I am still in love with but has a few more issues than my husband…he is not a Christian and has no desire to be. He has some real addictions that he is in denial about.

My husband on the other hand has repented as much as he knows to do and has started treating me much better. But when I came back to him, he couldn’t stop watching every move I made so after 3 years, I left him again for the younger, sexier, much more pleasant personality boyfriend again. He lived 300 miles away so it was easier to stay away from him. My husband wants to go to the Gary Smalley Institute to restore our marriage. We should have done that first thing but we didn’t. Testimonies have noted that the Gary Smalley Institute is a wonderful program that does help couples that come in hating each other, come out deeply in love more than they have ever loved each other.

Will I ever be able to put the man that I love more deeply than anyone on the shelf (give him to God) and love my husband again??? I am so sorry to keep hurting this sweet precious person… Lord help me, I do want to do your will.