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Ive never been in a long term relationship :/
my insecurities get in the way and relationships never work out for me. I know im a sucky girlfriend and thats why things never work out. I just cant overcome my insecurities and just completely give my all to a guy, because they always let me down. But hopefully ill find the perfect guy and none of that will matter anymore :)

im a naturally skinny person, but i eat so unhealthily bc of stress and… sadness? i eat my feelings, i cant deny it. one day it will catch up with me and i will have to worry about losing lots of weight. if i stop now i wont have to worry about that later. plus eating bad stuff may be a contributing factor to my breakouts, so its time to stop.

I pick at my face when i am anxious/stressed. With school and work, I am always under stress that makes me break out – but it’s never so bad; i make it bad myself by picking at little zits and making them big scabs. It really affects my entire confidence and unless I have a mask of makeup i feel sooo ugly. Even when i am wearing makeup i dont feel confident and feel ugly compared to girls that have perfect skin. i wonder why any guy would want me when my skin is so ugly, and today I realized I have to stop this horrible habit. I cut my nails short and am gonna stop looking at the mirror so often so i wont have the urge to pick at my skin. today’s the day i start looking better and gaining that much needed confidence!