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i’ve been living my life in a haze. not really living at all.
you know, it’s sometimes i feel like i’m simply just here to be another face in the crowd.
all around me, people seem so much more exciting, and it’s like everyone’s moving and laughing and talking with purpose, except for me.
maybe my heart isn’t in things. i don’t know. but i need to start living my life, instead of just sitting in the sidelines and watching it.

it sounds like a great thing to do… :-) i’m starting tomorrow (heh. not procrastinating) and post my top favorite each month

i’ve only been in one relationship, and it was because of my own insecurities that it ended as quickly as it started. i just want to find that guy who makes me feel comfortable. who whispers in my ear, and holds my hand, and makes me feel strong even at my weakest points. i mean, isn’t that everyone’s goal here? to find the sort of person who fully understands you and loves you unconditionally.