peepre

For the past 5 months i have been thinkinq about this 1 guy, Dee, we’ve been friends for about 4 yrs now. Our friendship is probably dfferent from other peoples, we dont live near each other. I live in MD and he live in St. Louis | idk the abbrievation for that state =/|. But i havent heard from him since April 2010, at that time he was in really bad shape, somethinq happen and he was in a coma for about 3 months and didnt exactly remember it….Anywho i do still have his # and i have txted it serveral times… NO ANSWER… i have his email, ive emailed him several times… NO ANSWER… i dont wanna think the worst… What else can i do ? or is there nothinq i can do at all and just leave it alone

Even though this has happen about nearly 2 years aqo it still effects me today, at 3:28am i found myself thinking, thinking about the one you put me through the worst pain i EVER felts in my 18 yrs on this planet…. I was cheated on, and for what reason, i dont know.. He wasnt man enough to say he didnt want me, he wasnt man enough to say he found someone better, but i guess he was ” man enough ” to completely hurt the one who truly cared about you…. You think you did me and you a favor, but truely you were only thinkinq about yourself. Only thinq you did for me is qive me a heartache !! I never been through so much all at once and have NOBODY to tell… i was COMPLETELY ALONE !.... When i graduate you wanna come back and ’ try ’ to be friends… Aftet i finally got my life back on track. I truely will never get you…. Only thinq i want to do is find someone better than you and i know damn well i deserve that ! But how can i move on when i have nobody worthy to move on too… So i guess im stuck with you huh…