pekagirl

I wish I was not so lazy. I just can not find anything that I am interested in enough to get up and do it. I stay on the internet and I think that is what is making me so lazy. I also watch a lot of tv. I wish I had the energy just to get up and feel great and want to take on the world.

I am starting a diet on Jan. 2, 2008. I hope to stay on this diet until I lose the weight this time.

Today is the 7th day that I have not smoked. I have dreams that I am sneaking a smoking. I feel that I need to smoke all day. I hate this. I want to smoke so much it is making me crazy. I have smoked now for 25 years and to stop cold turkey is like losing a part of my body. I am glad I do not smoke anymore, don’t get me wrong but I really loved smoking for some sad reason. Well wish me the strength to continue this madness and good luck to all of you.