I'm doing 20 things
Not weighing myself recently, but...
17 months ago
I seem to be getting healthier. That’s something. I did a lot of walking today and I am not suffering as badly as last time. My jeans are looser. Yay.
Stella's Life List
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1. stop sabotaging myself every time I approach success
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2. find a healthier way of living
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3. be more confident
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4. take care of myself
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5. never eat fast food again
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6. live simply
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7. stop wasting time
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8. Get organized
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9. Find a Religion
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10. improve my typing speed and accuracy
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11. work through the prompts and exercises in my books on writing
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12. create a zine
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13. learn a new language
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14. create a visual goals notebook that lets me see my progress
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15. live abroad
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16. change my name
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17. Keep up with my laundry
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18. Make my bed every day
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19. be more serious
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20. Improve my Karma.
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Recent entries
On hold (Going into the "Give Up" bin for now)
17 months ago
I have developed some problems with the soles of my feet, and they are getting worse pretty rapidly. I am having difficulty at this point even walking 2 blocks, to the point that doing so puts me in absolute agony for about a week after.
This is pretty distressing, and will have to be resolved before I can move forward. Unfortunately, my doctor refuses to look at my feet, because she says it’s just my weight, and I can’t quite seem to explain in a way that she understands that I was even heavier and fine with walking several miles at a time, several days a week over several months, but this pain came out of nowhere and is getting in the way of my whole life, not just this goal.
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17 months ago
This may seem like a vague and unmeasurable goal, but I will know when I’ve reached it. I am really angry at myself because I got caught up in a social situation tonight and instead of doing the right thing and staying off the gossip train, I climbed aboard and said a lot of stupid crap. I was pretty much just mirroring and amplifying what was going on, and I am really angry with myself now for not just walking away when I caught myself doing it.
It’s fun to feel like I fit in for a little while, but I feel like crap now for some of the things I said. :(
