perpetualspiral

is a work in progress



I'm doing 28 things
 

How I did it
How to keep my apartment tidy!!!!
It took me
15 years
It made me
happy


How to cook one meal a day
It took me
1 year
It made me
satisfied


How to eat more fruits and vegetables
It took me
1 year
It made me
healthier


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Recent entries
get out of my own way (read all 4 entries…)
getting better... 1 week ago

I think this goal should be combined with my goal to Overcome Fear. They seem to be very much connected to each other. The less fear I have, the less I get in my own way.



sleep better (read all 4 entries…)
another tweak 1 week ago

I’m trying a new medication in place of the amitryptiline, trazodone. I’m not sure it is helping. It doesn’t knock me out like I thought it would, and I am very suspicious that it’s causing a huge increase in my brainfog. I’m going to give it more time.



quit self-harming (read all 3 entries…)
a new approach 1 week ago

My original approach: “just stop doing it!” wasn’t working. So today I decided on a new course of action. Every time I catch myself or am tempted to self-harm, I’m going to self-massage instead. It’s tactile and calming, like my self-harm behaviour. Also, nearly every part of my body is always sore because of my FM & CFS, so it helps a bit momentarily with the pain. I predict that this has a better chance of working than my previous attempts to quit.



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