I was doing really good. I went a whole week without one cigarette. I was doing things to keep myself busy and was actually feeling better physically. Then…....I had a really shitty week. I know cigarettes don’t relieve stress or have any other proven way to make you feel better, but at the moment it was all I wanted. I am giving it another try as of today. I’m going to keep at this until I am no longer a smoker.
petershiteater's Life List
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1. go camping
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2. be happy with myself
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3. get fit
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4. Be a better friend
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5. paint more often
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6. do better in school
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7. not care what people think
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8. learn ASL
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9. make a difference in someones life
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10. get more involved socially/politically
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11. improve spelling
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12. skinny dip
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13. learn to use my camera on manual
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14. ride my bike more often
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15. get better at skateboarding
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16. save money
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17. volunteer
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18. donate blood
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19. wake up earlier
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20. make a zine
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21. make things
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22. Quit Smoking
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23. Travel
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24. start an all female band
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25. Move out of my parents house
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How I did it: I searched online for a chord chart. Then I searched for easy songs to learn(I recommend louie louie). And you can pretty much take it from there. The strumming is the tricky part. I need to learn how to do it....another way other than down.......? Read how I did it…
How I did it: Okay.....this was a good one. I have never in my life done this. First I checked showtimes, then I went to purchase my ticket. Having sometime to spare and some weed to burn I got high in my car. Later about 5 min. before the film started I floated my way to the theater. And that was that. Read how I did it…
I had the day off and hung out with my buddy Jesse. We went to the beach and skated for hours like we use to do back in High School. Then I went with him to a wake. We were able to have a good time and I’m glad I was able to be there for him when he needed me.
Every time I light up I think about…..how I want to stop. It makes my teeth yellow,makes me think I smell, I have troule breathing sometimes and I swear at 23 I’m seeing wrinkles! 5 dollars and change pack every 1 1/2 weeks….........is it worth it? Can I stop? It seems so HARD.


