I'm doing 14 things
and still missing you…
you were my friend and you swore you would never ever leave me and you changed.
so all we exchanged is now not important ? all the secrets we shared with each other and no one else ?
We were each others’ shoulders to lean on..
and we had a huge argument.
and I know you are very lonely
and so am I
I miss you but I do not know if you miss me. I want to reconnect with you but am afraid to be rejected.
Or was I wearing rose glasses ?
My bad..
phenacite's Life List
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1. change my life
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2. Admit to my friend that I miss him like hell
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3. Find someone who loves me for me
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4. get a job
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5. Live The Secret
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6. find someone to spend the rest of my life with
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7. divorce
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8. i want to talk to people online just to talk
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9. do astral travel
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10. dream lucidly
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11. I could do with losing a few pounds ..
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12. date more asians
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13. fall in love again
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14. reconnect with my friend. I miss him so much !
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Recent entries
Does such a job still exist nowadays ? very few..
I have two youngish kids and have to be at home when they come back from school. No such thing as after school activities !
I want to mix with people !
Damn where is my life ? do I even have one ? I can never go out or if I do is to rush to buy groceries or appointments and then..kids, tidy, iron, be bored at night for hubby never wants to go out, does not talk…arghhh…what a mess I have put myself in !!!
