I’m not making progress. Women just don’t seem interested in me. But now, it does not really affect me anymore (I’m not saying this with resent). Women are not attracted to me, I just have to accept it. Out of the millions out there, it’s very likely that one I like is going to be attracted to me one day.
philtrem's Life List
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1. Take ownership of my life.
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2. create a new income stream
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3. have a girlfriend
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4. Eat Well and Plenty Everyday
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5. workout 3 times a week
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6. Trust and be in a state of positive expectancy
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7. Be clear and set my priorities
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8. Take time to relax and reflect everyday
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9. Enjoy a meditative walk everyday
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10. Get satisfaction from everything I do
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11. Be caring and kind to people
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12. Freely praise myself and others
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13. Explore new possibilities every day
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14. Make new friends
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15. travel the world
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16. sing everyday
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17. Be friend with more girls
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18. Learn Spanish
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19. Get a tattoo
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20. Fall in love
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21. Save money
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22. Keep a journal
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23. go back to Paris
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24. have no regrets
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25. pay off my credit card debt
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26. Keep track of everything I buy each month by writing it down on paper.
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27. learn a new language
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28. Fix my short attention span
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29. Take control of my sleep
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How I did it: Well this is not the kind of thing that is hard to get done, you do it and then it's finished.Actually I have not yet received my passport but everything has been completed and posted so I am simply waiting to receive my new passport. Read how I did it…
How I did it: Deciding I wanted to quit was the first and major step towards accomplishing my goal. Then I read a few resources about quitting to smoke and built a plan upon it so that I can take action with confidence.*I attempted to quit a few times over the years before actually doing it for good.It's now been over 2 years since I've stopped.(update, nov. 10 2010, it will be 4 years in march 2011) Read how I did it…
Well, okay. I’m not sure what to think about this anymore..
I’m not sure I could even express the way I feel about it anymore.
It has so not worked out for me, I just can’t believe it.
I try to focus on other things but it creeps me.
It’s painful just thinking about it.
Basically, I feel rejected by anything desirable.
I can have conversations now, with difficulty but I’m one step closer to fluency. I listen to audiobooks and tv shows. I can follow along quite well. Not bad, I guess for someone who learned the language by himself at home. I’ve started learning my fourth language now.
