I’m very jealous when it comes to other women. I was cheated on by my previous boyfriend and I have now found myself a wonderful man, we’re even getting married next summer.
But I’m very very jealous. I’m scared that I’ll get cheated on again even though I know he’s not like that, I’m scared someone will try to steal him away from me, because he is just so perfect to me.
I get really angry – even furious – when one of his exes invites him to a party, when he mentions their name,... even with girls he just kissed and never had a relationship with I get incredibly jealous. When there are girls around him I always feel like they are prettier and funnier and whatever… and I get jealous and bad tempered again…
This is a very unpleasant situation for him and for me, but I just can’t seem to help it. I’m trying Bach Blossoms but I’m not sure yet if they help. ..
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I haven’t cut it since June now. I had to cut it then because my hair was totally destroyed because of too much dyeing. I had to cut it to about 2 cm all over. it was awful. Now it’s end of December and it’s about 5 cm from my shoulders… So I suppose that’s pretty good for six months growth. Still, it’s going toooo slooow! I take Iron (I have an Iron-deficiency) and I take Folic Acid too (had a deficiency in that too)... Don’t know if it’s helping. When I took it about a year ago, it seemed to make my hair grow faster.
My hair is just so… blah… right now. And I want it to be pretty! :-(
