Inglorious nonconformist

fallen, but will stand up very soon.



I'm doing 38 things
 

Inglorious nonconformist's Life List

  1. 1. Do the right things
    13 entries . 15 cheers
    9 people
  2. 2. Fxxk back real hard then Move on fast!
    45 entries . 25 cheers
    1 person
  3. 3. Start wake up early with Hope, Get Up, Dress Up, Make Up, Step Out and Walk Out from the Door! Show Up! 2014
    44 entries . 27 cheers
    1 person
  4. 4. Ask for help when I need it
    3 entries . 22 cheers
    85 people
  5. 5. Redemption 13 - Mission Art Scammer
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    1 person
  6. 6. Redemption 15 - Mission Merry Xmas
    5 entries . 3 cheers
    1 person
  7. 7. Never settle for less than I deserve
    1 entry . 16 cheers
    20 people
  8. 8. Start to change things in my life that I don't like
    5 entries . 14 cheers
    1 person
  9. 9. Start to accept my darkness and my need(iness) of love
    32 entries . 13 cheers
    1 person
  10. 10. Fxxk all stupidity,idiocy,ignorance,naivty n be wise
    24 entries . 10 cheers
    1 person
  11. 11. Fxxk misery & jinx & start to make my life counted by seeking refuge for my soul.
    34 entries . 26 cheers
    1 person
  12. 12. Fxxk wasting time and energy - live slow n steady
    20 entries . 17 cheers
    1 person
  13. 13. Fxxk regret in my life & minimize it
    9 entries . 18 cheers
    1 person
  14. 14. Fxxk the prisons of life & get liberated
    32 entries . 14 cheers
    1 person
  15. 15. Fxxk Chauvinists with fucking die-hard stern!
    5 entries . 2 cheers
    1 person
  16. 16. Fxxk these 43 things forever!
    3 entries . 1 cheer
    1 person
  17. 17. Fxxk talk too much 2014
    5 entries . 1 cheer
    1 person
  18. 18. Fxxk controlled by my Demons. Face them, Deal w them, Come to terms with them.
    32 entries . 11 cheers
    1 person
  19. 19. Try my best to understand these ... or Fxxk the BS*
    16 entries . 2 cheers
    1 person
  20. 20. Get the messages from signs, dreams & premonition. Follow my gut feeling
    11 entries . 10 cheers
    1 person
  21. 21. Start saying "never mind", " it's ok"," it's not so bad", "everything gonna be alright" more often to myself
    3 entries . 12 cheers
    1 person
  22. 22. Get healed
    30 entries . 38 cheers
    5 people
  23. 23. Resurrect
    10 entries . 5 cheers
    1 person
  24. 24. Rather than love, than money, than fame, give me truth!
    12 entries . 12 cheers
    1 person
  25. 25. Remember, remember...
    17 entries . 4 cheers
    1 person
  26. 26. When Shit Happens,......
    5 entries . 4 cheers
    1 person
  27. 27. Start learning to get connected
    4 entries . 6 cheers
    1 person
  28. 28. Grow old gracefully
    3 entries . 4 cheers
    178 people
  29. 29. Admit What I REALLY, REALLY, SERIOUSLY Want!
    4 cheers
    1 person
  30. 30. Confirm my Direction in Life
    12 entries . 4 cheers
    1 person
  31. 31. Decide how to live
    8 entries . 16 cheers
    1 person
  32. 32. Find My Faults
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    1 person
  33. 33. Take a Risk that Changes my Life - Project Resurrection 2014
    4 entries . 8 cheers
    1 person
  34. 34. This good thing happened today
    74 entries . 3 cheers
    8 people
  35. 35. Deal with my family 2014
    6 entries . 1 cheer
    1 person
  36. 36. Express my anger/feeling 2014
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    1 person
  37. 37. April Bootcamp 2014: Coming into Bloom
    5 entries . 6 cheers
    68 people
  38. 38. Laugh at myself for 1 week
    7 entries . 2 cheers
    1 person

How I did it
How to learn to live alone
It took me
1 year
It made me
Indepedent


How to don’t be conformed to the patterns of this world
It took me
15 years
It made me
Confident


How to live on my own terms
It took me
10 years
It made me
Confident


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Recent entries
April Bootcamp 2014: Coming into Bloom (read all 5 entries…)
FORECAST & PLAN WK17: 21/4-27/4

FORECAST WK17: 21/4-27/4
DISTRACTION:
1. Sort out where to live here or U-turn
2. Hard deal with landlord – be careful, be careful. Don’t lost temper out of argument. Try to be positive and bright.
3. Moving to another temporary new room with internet

FINANCIAL:
1. Credit – Be prepared to loss my deposit and stay emotionally stable.
2. Debit – Job?
EMOTION:
1. less attach to crush
MENTAL:
1. Always full and good
2. Fight negative thoughts/ nightmares

PLAN WK17:
FINANCIAL:
1. Apply dire strait job ( hospitality, IT sales, retail, library)
2. Apply the job for next 10 years ( edu, sales, back home)
3. Review March job application checklist
4. Call RHB jlt

Pray for wisdom
HOME & DISCIPLINE:
5. Pack and move bit by bit
6. Wake up 10am – pray for help
7. Fast and eat healthy moderately – pray for strength
8. Pay utility bill

EMOTION:
9. Stop going to crush – Pray for help and love
10. Get advice from Stephen the
11. Complete all letters and post

MENTAL:
12. Finish books from library



Laugh at myself for 1 week (read all 7 entries…)
22/4/2014(tue) Fail

owner asked me to leave the house in 2 days instead of early next month. I suspected he is taking revenge subtly, but I tried not to think in this way because he also has been accommodating. I can’t ask everything. I’m worry about my utility deposit.
so i forgot to laugh or being cheerful today.
ok now, I smile! NOW!
i’ll smile into sleep.



This good thing happened today... (read all 74 entries…)
23/4/2014(tue)

1. I know, it’s virtual, it’s just a click. it really cheering and up-lifting for me getting cheers from others in 43t. sound childish, but undeniable.
Thank you,BradHamilton,Tristan,julettasky,Busydoingnothing,WaltzingMarie,ElizaBen, Magus Perde whom have been my good things today.

2. went to my see my neighbour who is a pastor. before I left, he told/reminded me:”Jesus love you!” he said it in mandarin. it pronunciation pierced into a vacuum lump. eyes red and wet, heart shaking.
- went to his prayer meeting, although I’m not into their style. but he is very helpful practically. I’ll see him tomorrow.( owner asked me to leave the hosue in 2 days instead of early next month).



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