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  1. 1. STOP BEING GAY
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  2. 2. stop masterbating
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  3. 3. stop masturbating
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  4. 4. Stop masturbating for 21 days
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STOP BEING GAY (read all 3 entries…)
I messed up again last night.

Yesterday was my birthday. Everything was going well until I started looking up porn. Then I went to an adult bookstore that I’ve been to way to many times. I went into a theater and wasn’t there 2 minutes before some guy came over to me, took my pants off and started performing oral on me. I don’t know why I do this. I also am trying to not masturbate and hoping that will help. I was on day 15 yesterday of not masturbating and feeling better. I don’t know why I continue to mess up. I’m also worried my behavior will eventually give me an std that isn’t curable, or put me in a dangerous situation. I really hope someone has some advice for me.



stop masturbating (read all 2 entries…)
day one again

I was good for 15 days and I messed up. It happens but it sucks. I can’t seem to stay with it. But I know I can never give up, so I’m back. I will start again with the 7 days, then 14, then 21, then 30 and hopefully this will work for me. I know I need to do a lot more than just be on here but it’s a start.

This time I lasted 15 days and yesterday was my b-day so maybe that’s why I felt more free to just do what I wanted. The time before that was 16 days. This is better than it was before because I was having trouble just cutting down to one time a day! However I feel bad about not being able to continue being successful at this and stick it out. If you all have any suggestions on how to get over that hump, I would really appreciate it. I hear that being over 30 days seems to really make a difference and things start to get a little easier after that point. I would love to hear more imput.



stop masturbating for 7 days. (read all 2 entries…)
Day one again

I was good for 15 days and I messed up. It happens but it sucks. I can’t seem to stay with it. But I know I can never give up, so I’m back. I will start again with the 7 days, then 14, then 21, then 30 and hopefully this will work for me. I know I need to do a lot more than just be on here but it’s a start.



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