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I have boob job guilt. I think of all the things that I could use that money for to make the world a better place, instead of my CHEST a better place. hahhaha.

I really do though!
But here’s the thing. I wear padded bras. I have a small chest, and CURVY thighs. I’m proud of my thighs, and I work out and I feel “womanly” and that’s all great but…

the chest doesn’t match. I feel like I’m shaped like a pear.

I’m starting a boob fund too. I have thought about it for years and now I think it’s time to MOVE. I want those bazooms to match my womanly body!!!!

You young-uns! don’t do it till your older! Your body changes as you age and you need to wait till you’re done growing, and TRY TO LOVE YOURSELF REGARDLESS OF WHAT YOU WANT TO CHANGE!!!!

Besides… what’s with all the C cups wanting to be bigger??? I’d be thrilled with that! hahahaha

I quit drinking for 40 days for Lent, and I feel GREAT!!!!!!!

I’m not Catholic. In fact, it all started as a joke. Then, I thought, What the hey! I’ll do it!

I work in a place where you get a shift drink at the end of your work night, we are all tired and ready to UNWIND when we get off. Let me tell you, 8 hours on your feet runing around helping customers NON STOP with NO BREAKS is tough!

So I would drink my worries! (But they never really went away…)

I feel more balanced, healthier, not so depressed (YAY) and have been kicking butt at pilates since I started doing this. I think I’m going to cut back when I start again and just do the light thing. No sugary drinks either, and not so much beer. Just occasinally and really savor it. Not get plastered to forget.

GOOD LUCK PEOPLE!

I am lucky.
As you read this (if it’s soon after I post it) I am sitting in my parent’s bungalow on the island of St Croix in the Virgin Islands. Today I swam in the ocean, met some locals and talked about random stuff on the beach, got a tan, drove through dense rain forest and got lost (so fun!) and met two little baby goats and four turtles.
After being here a week, I think I am more relaxed than I have been all year, working long hours in a busy resaraunt doing slave work. I am really considering moving here. (at least for a little bit.) Because life is too short to be spendng it miserable.

When I travel, meet new people and things, see some of the ife outside the walls of a kitchen, I feel like I can breath.

EVERYONE NEEDS TO DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!