pollyg118




I'm doing 33 things
  

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  2. 1. stop being so worried
    		2 people
  3. 2. try cocaine
    		75 people
  4. 3. have sex with a stranger
    		86 people
  5. 4. laugh all the time
    		13 people
  6. 5. get my first kiss
    1 entry     		166 people
  7. 6. stop being lazy
    		1,517 people
  8. 7. stop being depressed
    		508 people
  9. 8. stop being so sensitive
    		162 people
  10. 9. change - keep changing - and never be afraid to change again
    		48 people
  11. 10. visit the 7 wonders of the world
    		406 people
  12. 11. Get a tattoo
    		20,262 people
  13. 12. prove everyone wrong
    		84 people
  14. 13. don't lose my sense of wonder
    		289 people
  15. 14. stop my anxiety
    		5 people
  16. 15. stop worrying
    		2,020 people
  17. 16. stop smoking weed
    		762 people
  18. 17. get a hobbie
    		14 people
  19. 18. go skinny dipping
    		3,075 people
  20. 19. anxiety
    		18 people
  21. 20. travel the world
    1 entry     		18,571 people
  22. 21. toughen up
    		16 people
  23. 22. be comfortable with myself
    		194 people
  24. 23. find my soulmate
    		3,076 people
  25. 24. stop being a pushover
    		88 people
  26. 25. stop being so hard on myself
    		147 people
  27. 26. dye my hair
    1 entry     		1,061 people
  28. 27. find the perfect prom dress
    		19 people
  29. 28. go skiing again
    		67 people
  30. 29. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
    		6,967 people
  31. 30. find out who i am
    1 entry     		377 people
  32. 31. get hypnotised
    		17 people
  33. 32. have sex again
    		21 people
  34. 33. go to the beach
    		504 people
Recent entries
find out who i am
i dont knoww 22 months ago

ive always put myself down, like all the time. I dont take my self seriously and let other people laugh at me when i do stuff wrong. lads and girls walk over me. I feel i can never be myself, not who i really want to be.
I once heard that you dont have to figure out who you are beacuse yourself is doing things without thinking about it.
i get so nevous in front of boys and older people i put on this big act were i seam really confident but im not.
My insecuritys could eat me alive. I am driving myself crazy thinking about this all the time, thinking i can never change, thiniing i have anxiety problems. i want this nightmare to stop…...

Feb 13, 2008, 07:05AM PST | 0 comments


get my first kiss
i mean my propper one 22 months ago

ive kissed about a million guys but it doesn’t feel like ive had my first yet.

Jan 21, 2008, 10:52AM PST | 0 comments


dye my hair
Untitled 22 months ago

a dark shiny brown im thinking
im sick of blonde hair
it doesn’t suit me anyway

Jan 20, 2008, 04:37AM PST | 0 comments


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