pollykala

This was a nice experience, seeing that someone was supporting my goal and could identify with what i had put out there. I think 100 chers to support others is great. I am starting now by cheering the person who cheered me.

I like snowboarding,but i like it safe, on the piste, in a controlled fashion. I need to break out of my zone and go off piste, fight the fear, ride on my back foot and not care if i stack it and have to dig my way out , sweating and swearing, just be glad that i did it. Next time we have a suitable snowfall and off piste where i won;t have far to walk out. I am trying this.This will inspire me, the thought of it terrifies me. It will surprise everyone who knows me.

i am having a mid life crisis. I live with my man but we are now discussing breaking up – all my idea. I love him but suffer from “the grass is always greener” syndrome. We have been together for 5 years but i have been unfaithful – long time ago and then this recent unrest i am feeling hence the current positio of us separating – we are still living together. What is that i cannot commit – where does this come from, what am i looking for and where will i find it. Iseek the excitement of new relationship only to find that all too soon it is with someone totally unsuitable. I know i pick the wrong people and am potentially losing someone fabulous. I am feeling really lost right now and can’t see a way out of this. I need help.