popalockit01

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Go home to England
Uk vs usa 2 months ago

Everything is different
Even the TV in england makes you feel more connected to the outside world. It’s safer. It’s cosier. Slower. Not trying to get your attention, or entertain you. The cops are more approachable, don’t feel I’m going to get arrested just for looking at them. People are more laidback. I can swear more, drink more, even if I’m a girl. It’s not strange to socialize in small areas, not strange to be buzzing in a restaurant. People everywhere, energy everywhere. I can see people, talk to people, touch people. Not easy to feel isolated. Not at all



move out of my house
Untitled 9 months ago

I feel so emotionally drained
fuck this shit
get me out



tell my dad what an asshole he is
I try... 9 months ago

...so hard to tolerate him. I mean, I love him. But he is such an arrogant prick hole. He treats me like a dog. I work hard to please him and nothing I ever do is good enough. He doesn’t talk to me, he doesn’t listen to me, he just orders me around and gives disapproving grunts whenever I try to get advice on my life. I give up. I’ve sacrificed my life to be what he wants and I’m still not good enough. so FUCK HIM.

One day, if he decides to listen to me, I will tell him all this.




 

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