I'm doing 32 things
hmm, so utterly.....me.
2 years ago
I’m bulimic,and very recently, i’ve taken up a ridiculous drug habit, which, combined, have made me pretty miserable. but i’m through. i want to be happy again. so i’m gonna’ be.
xjennx
poser705's Life List
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1. get my fucking band together
1 cheer1 person -
2. make people FEEL my passion
1 cheer1 person -
3. get these lyrics together
1 person -
4. Never grow up.
1 entry687 people -
5. kill my dad
1 entry66 people -
6. get my lip pierced
1 entry1,031 people -
7. start a revolution
1 entry . 1 cheer1,033 people -
8. coexist
1 cheer6 people -
9. Play warped tour
7 people -
10. go to warped tour
1 entry . 1 cheer338 people -
11. meet sonny moore
1 entry348 people -
12. meet from first to last
1 entry124 people -
13. meet bert mcCracken
275 people -
14. meet underoath
29 people -
15. hang out with my chemical romance
1 entry43 people -
16. See The Used In Concert!!!
34 people -
17. get a straight edge tattoo
4 people -
18. make my band famous
39 people -
19. go to a taking back sunday concert
7 people -
20. meet taking back sunday
32 people -
21. fast for 21 days
157 people -
22. 21 day fast
327 people -
23. start a clothing line
193 people -
24. get dreadlocks
410 people -
25. get out of this god forsaken country
22 people -
26. become famous
2,087 people -
27. anorexia girls club
40 people -
28. never sleep again
9 people -
29. overcome negative DNA
1 entry2 people -
30. join the 27 club
3 people -
31. learn to scream
184 people -
32. be happy again
1 entry219 people
Recent entries
Yeah.....
2 years ago
No offense to anyone, but this was probably about THE stupidest idea i ever had. I don’t know where it came from, but it won’t go away. It’s a bad idea, you’ll do it anyway though-I DID. I knew it was dumb. But, we live and we learn, i guess. maybe you’ll get something for it, I got Pain, and self-hate, but came out respecting what i have more, i’m not afraid to live anymore. Check out the love of my life(MUSIC)
http://www.myspace.com/frtr
xjennx
Bye
2 years ago
ok, so this is it. I’m through. I can’t go on hating myself. I just want to be happy again. I’m gonna’ eat, and i won’t throw it up. Even if i get fat. I’m sick of contemplating suicide, and hiding this disease. I’m not fat, i’ve lost 50 pounds, and i wasn’t REALLY fat before. I love all of you so much, and i know that you won’t agree with me. But i hope you’ll at least understand. i’m going into treatment, i want to be better. So thank you all for the advice, and for just being there. I won’t forget this, and you guys are part of it. But, in a good way, i hope to come out a stronger person. I have so many things to do with my life, and a disqusting amount of oppertunities being thrown at me, and i’m not going to throw it away on a long slow suicide. right now, my mind is so completley fucked up, and i just want to be normal. I want to be happy again. and i will be. So, again, Thank You. Lotz of Love. And Good Luck with the rest of your lives.
xjennx
The drops of rain, they fall all over.
This awkward silence makes me crazy.
