pqRocker66

I have no idea who I am anymore. I have totally lost myself. I dont even know who I want to be. Every night when I go to sleep I start to think about everything in my past and in my past I was happy. But now almost every single day I come home and I cry for ever and some times it’s not for any particular reason. I’m not how I used to be. Now everybody hates me and I hate myself. My real friends are my friends who have major problems and they can’t help me because they can’t even help themselves. I hate it.

So there’s this guy I so totally like, maybe even love and I’m not sure if he loves me back. I think he might because he’s been flirting w/ me a lot and he just keeps giving me these little signs that I think might mean something. I think we would make that cutest couple ever but I’m not sure how I should tell him or if I should tell him at all. All of his other friends are so shallow and just care about girls bodies but he is so diffrent from that and that just makes me want him even more. He’s so diffrent from all of the other guys out there. I would do anything for him and it drives me crazy! I’m just worried that he will reject me and never talk to me again because that’s the exact thing that every other guy I liked did when I told them that I liked them. Should I tell him how I feel?

I would so die if I met Good Charlotte! They are so HOTT! They’re music really speaks to me to. I am just so in LOVE!