I'm doing 42 things
Untitled
3 years ago
“you cannot enslave a free mind”
pretty_vixen's Life List
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1. make a list of 100 things that make me happy.
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2. watch french movies
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3. help the environment
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4. really believe that I deserve to be happy
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5. Become a Naturopathic Physician
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6. work at a health clinic in mexico
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7. be an international public speaker
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8. stay in touch
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9. Become a better public speaker
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10. have my own successful medical practice
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11. Decide whether or not I want to go to law school
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12. take a stand
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13. eat an alkaline diet
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14. Go to yoga classes
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15. find someone worth spending my life with
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16. get paid to travel the world and write about it
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17. fill The Wine List
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18. make a documentary film
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19. transfer to UCLA
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20. play tennis
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21. Learn Italian fluently
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22. Edit my Video camera footage and make DVDs
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23. learn how to drive stick-shift
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24. be in control of my life
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25. become a better writer
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26. become a better speller
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27. become a holistic healer
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28. learn chinese
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29. finish associates degree
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30. finish first screenplay
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31. allow myself to be happy
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32. help those in pain and less fortunate
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33. become a registered nurse
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34. wear a bikini
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35. learn to dance different dances (Tango, tapdancing, Flamenco, Salsa, krumping, Afrikan dances)
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36. make a documentary
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37. go sailing
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38. act like my age and not like I'm 40
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39. write a speech
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40. make God part of my daily life
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41. be an affirmative communicator
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42. be strong for my mom
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Recent entries
Untitled
3 years ago
in retrospect… it is all about immersing oneself in a group. Subconsciously we realize we are part of a whole. When we become part of a group, or alow ourselves to socialize and belong to an organization, whatever caused self hate to germinate, no longer holds any strength. I dont know why though. I dont know why it can be worn away. There are varying degrees of it. But it seems as soon as I forget about trying to reverse and erase my self hate, i cannot find it. For some reason, the answer to reversing the need to persecute oneself, is other people. My independent sense of self, unhappily admits this, though it is true. We feed what grows. I stopped feeding the want to stop hating myself.i just jumped into action. action for others.
I hope it lasts. Somehow, when i am by myself, eating, or drinking, i subconsciously try to suffocate myself. and after i eat i have to catch my breath. thats not cool. thats very not cool.
Untitled
3 years ago
in retrospect… it is all about immersing oneself in a group. Subconsciously we realize we are part of a whole. When we become part of a group, or alow ourselves to socialize and belong to an organization, whatever caused self hate to germinate, no longer holds any strength. I dont know why though. I dont know why it can be worn away. There are varying degrees of it. But it seems as soon as I forget about trying to reverse and erase my self hate, i cannot find it. For some reason, the answer to reversing the need to persecute oneself, is other people. My independent sense of self, unhappily admits this, though it is true. We feed what grows. I stopped feeding the want to stop hating myself.i just jumped into action. action for others.
I hope it lasts. Somehow, when i am by myself, eating, or drinking, i subconsciously try to suffocate myself. and after i eat i have to catch my breath. thats not cool. thats very not cool.
