prettyshoes

So I was down to 400 and then I won 2800. I tipped 92.25 on a 7.75 beer to my friend Will. Need to be rescued. Currently at 3500. If I hit 4000 I’m leaving.

I think I might need to be rescued. I was down to 500 and then low and behold I’m back up to 1750. So much for the self exclusion program. I win jackpots and it’s fine. Granted I don’t use my real name.

I have 1198. An hour ago I had 3000. I’ve consumed 3/4 of a samosa and 4 1/2 beers. To leave with what I started with yesterday I need to make 12 dollars. I’ve lied to my parents and aunt about where I am. I again used Heathers name to win a “jackpot”. (only 1080). I’m no further ahead and I’m tired. I’ve worked pretty much all this year with less than 2000 paid down even though I’ve made around 20,000. Want to be me?

1300

I can blame stress or whatever but I messed up yesterday. New day, starting over.

30 min bike ride
30 min treadmill

Safe at the ranch.

1100

Egg white burrito
2 coffee
3 cheese bites

Egg white quesidilla w/ 10 tater tots
2egg whites, 2 mini mandarins
1 coffee, 1 tea
1 water

Burrito w/ 2 eggs
Soup
Popcorn
2 coffee, tea
Soup

LOC 17500

Heather is lucky. 2000.

Up/down a little bit, hoping to recover the 3200 I blew a few days ago. Leaving at 5 to get ready for a party.

Astronomical fuck up… Approximately 3000… Astronomical

400

LOC: 16000

6 days clean, including a Sunday and a Friday night so that’s pretty awesome. Thinking about winning jackpots and using other peoples names makes me anxious.

630: egg white w/ cheese burrito
Coffee: 1
Water: 1

Big brunch
4 coffee
Small thin crust pizza
1/2 soup, 15 chips w/ salsa

LOC: 17000
MC: 7000
Sears: 3800