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1. Get closer to God
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2. download harry potter ebooks
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3. Re-read the Harry Potter books before the launch of Harry Potter 7
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4. Download Degrassi Episodes
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5. Learn to play the guitar
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6. stop biting my nails
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7. follow up on promises
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8. accept myself
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9. feel beautiful
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10. have normal sleep hours
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11. be pretty
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12. be more confident
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13. keep my car clean
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14. be a better girlfriend
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15. Stop Pulling My Hair Out
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16. love my body
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17. Meet someone who Loves Harry Potter!
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Recent entries
I used to always throw my clothes on the floor untill I bought this clothes hamper wit ha lid and now i look for an excuse to take what i have on, off to throw it in the hamper!
I have been compulsively pulling out my hair and eating the root bulb off of the end for years. My bald spots come and go, in different sizes and places. My car is covered in my own dead hair, that I have ripped out of my own head. The same goes for my bed, bedroom floor, tv area, computer area, and many other places. I have tried to stop, I can’t. I used to be a cutter, then, when I stopped (for my mother’s sake), I started compulsively ripping out my hair.
It started with playing with my hair and running my fingers through it. Then, I’d find and black/brown hair (I’m blonde) or a different textured hair and pull it out. Same thing, today. Just never ending, all the time. I want to stop. I can’t stop. It seems to be getting worse ….. you dont know how much I want to be like the other girls with GOOD HAIR and NO BALD SPOTS. I cry at night when I put my hand through my hair and feel all the parts of it missing :( I want to be normal but I cant help but pull I try and I just can’t. I used to get made fun of because of the hair piles around my desk when …I just want to stop! Will I be like this my whole life?
