I'm doing 38 things
i dont wanna keep doing this…im a bit of a health freak ,havent been able to eat properly lately..if i eat something “bad” ill end up wanting to throw it up immediately i think this is becoming a problem…so im trying to eat healthy and avoiding this…had anorexia previously ,this is freaking me out i know its bad for ur teeth and i like my teeth,need to stop it .
princessofdarkness09's Life List
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1. meet a potential best friend
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2. write a song
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3. have a perfect body
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4. stop being used
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5. get back to the gym
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6. pay off my credit card
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7. To live instead of exist
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8. inspire someone
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9. learn italian
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10. stop biting my nails
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11. stop hating myself
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12. Stop caring what other people think of me
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13. Lose 15 lbs
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14. overcome bulimia
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15. pierce my lower lip
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16. get my lip pierced
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17. fall in love with the right guy
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18. find myself
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19. fall in love with someone who loves me too
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20. backpack through Europe
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21. spend my next birthday in Europe
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22. love myself even if im not perfect
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23. not be hurt by men who are not worth it
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24. judge myself less harshly
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25. do 200 crunches a day even if i hate them
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26. speak German fluently
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27. achieve my fitness goals
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28. fall in love with someone great
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29. make the best decisions for myself
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30. get my passport stamped a lot
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31. be happy
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32. be out of credit card debt
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33. a flat tummy
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34. get my navel pierced
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35. sleep 8 hours
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36. have a flat stomach
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37. Get my belly button pierced
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38. Beat my depression
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How I did it
It made me
happy 
How I did it: take time off them after the break up ,keep in touch and enjoy,u were with that person for some very special reasn so why cant they be your friends. It beats being angry at exes ,anger and regret lead you nowhere. Read how I did it…
Recent entries
ive lost like 50 lbs already ..am at 130 atm but i want to lose 15 hopefully as fast as possible…thinking about eating only all bran for a week ,would be good as a detox program when i get too hungry ill eat some salmon or yoghurt..sounds like a plan…i think?
i think i care too much i keep sayin i dont give a damn but i guess i do …how do you get yourself to stop? i keep thinkng people think im ugly and fat and all that crap ,drives me mad.
