princesspinkk

i wanna be able to fit into all my friends clothes and feel really good about myself
im 5’1 and 124.8 pounds a size 3 and i wanna be 115 and a size 0.

i want to be as cute and pretty as i can be!!

i wanna lose 10 pounds and FAST. i weigh 124.8 and im 5’1. i wanna weigh 115. and i wanna wear a large in abercrombie kids and a 0short in hollister.

i wanna kiss a guy and i dont really care who as long as hes cute cuz i havent kissed a guy since my first kiss when i was 7 and im 13!!

my crush goes to my school and he is soo cute
i see him in the hallways all the time
he’s in 8th grade im in 7th and the first time we actually like had a face to face encounter was at the library when i was asking the librarian if i could check out a book and then he walks in and she asks him if he could help me check out a book and hes like ‘sure’ and then he like checks it out or whatever and im like ‘thank youu’ in like my sweetest voice and he’s like ‘no problem’ AHH so hott i think he knows my name now since it was on my library card but it was kinda weird cuz one of the books i was checking out was called ‘angus thongs and full frontal snogging’ HAH. but yeah i just want to like say hi to him or something.

yeah sooo i want a cute boyfriend.

right now i have like 10 friends and they’re definately not losers & i love ‘em but i want ALOT of friends, especially the super popular ones. i made a to-befriend list of people in my school that i want to become friends with and i check them off as i go. im also trying to lose weight and become prettier so i can be more outgoing and fun and more people will want to be friends with me. also at lunch i dont sit at the popular/preppy table but thats my goal. at the beginning of the year i did for a little while but i didnt think i fit in that much so i sat somewhere else. but now i want to sit there again and fit in perfectly, or even be cooler than those kids. lol.

before me and my friends were like ‘ew who reads books?’ but now we all started reading actually good books about like teens and popularity and stuff and it really passes time in class. i read kinda fast but i dont really remember what im reading if i dont really concentrate. so im working on making it a habit.

i live in a 6 bedroom house and theres 5 people living in it. mom&dad share a room of course. 16y/o sis has her own room. 19 y/o sis has her own room. me and my 10y/o sis have to share! im 13. and i asked my parents if i could have my own room and they said no because that was the guest room! well my dad said no, my mom said i had to check with my dad. but i want the guest room so bad!! and i told them that when guests come i could just move back into my sister’s room and my dad still said no! he made me sooo pissed that day. but im gonna keep trying. somehow im gonna get that guest room.

almost all my hair is permed/texturized and I HATE IT. i wanna grow out my natural hair and then straighten it.

i dont think im ugly…
but i wanna get SUPER pretty.